Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-
JuZ hAte it.. it is not pure hatred.. it's not frustration.. it's what i call destiny.. i dunno y la.. but muz things be like that sometimes ?Sista refuse to lend me her phone 3100... coz my olio phone really got problem.. it's killing me.. anyways felt that it is so unfair..to tink that i even live these years.. truely it's call a fate worse than death ? Now i feel like i'm so unfair being treated too, yet how are things ever fair in the first place... Y among all that my olio phone has problem, Y among all muz be the 1 to be robbed of a phone.. ? Furthurmore, i dun even know if that asshole got away with it or not... felt really angry with myself.. is it me or is it others ? Even mum ask me use 2100 first.. i mean sista only need go school.. lend one day will die izzit ? Felt like crying.. coz i dun really know what my feelings r... they have all turned so numbed.. felt that what life most importantly muz be happy.. how even to now ?I dun really know myself.. juZ go somewhere myself.. guess it's myself n myself only...dun really like giving a damn to family now.. makes me like so mad at them... guess they aren't really much of help now.. next time, hopefully to depend everything on myself now.. i can't be a failure now i will strive to depend on myself.. well guess that's all i wanna swim...=0 to relieve myself... gGrr... we'll c how... Strive for a better tml =)...
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