Wah... Shatter !... is m i making a din ?

Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-

As i tried to gripped the cup of ice, it somehow slipped unsteadily n shatted over the floor, both the ice n glass...

Firstly, ouch !!... if it really did happen... ha ha this situation happens when ur hand is tired.... n it's what i'm refering " ouch" to. My hands are contemporary numb !!.. i Dun mind.. i'm serious i really dun mind coz i was moving band junk " primary " n "secondary" BUT i juz dun understand Y m i doing it while the Drum Major is slacking.. ? Busy moving here n there junk here n there... with the usual pp : Raymond, Mitchell, Kumar n Steve... though as strong as they can be... yet limited.. then got the Seniors to help... Ke Yong N Zhi Siong... they damn strong... all the "primary" junk were disposed by the 5 above plus me in is 5... then all of them were panting liao... then left 2 HEAVY box... yeah u try carrying them u'll cry.. yet it juz took only 2 of them to settle one box... but they refuse to help me take to the dump.. Well Mr Er wanna dispose of them.. Chester's not doing anything... well can i pretend that i wasn't even there ? No i can't.. damn F*** that's maybe y i didn't wanna be librarian... maybe leaving in someone's shadow... is it fun ? Making things like right for the person who doesn't really care much....
Endure 1 yr liao... in the 1st year Chester wasn't like this.... juz what got into him... Y can't he be like kelvin.. he promised he could do it... so if he tinks that what he is doing is juz right.. n juz fine... so wrong it can be... Y can't he see in advance things ? Or use his brains a little bit... wad does he ever know abt pieces ? Is there any point asking me to shut up ? was suggesting pieces to Mr Er.. Coz i feel anyone dun like can juz say la... what's his problem anyway... he dun wan go SYF izzit ? Pls lor, suggest pieces only.. haiXz... he dun like he's problem ? no la... for the sake of the band lor..... he might... but will he ever tink that way...
Tink of it wanna cry liao... '.0.0,' haiXz... in a rather horrible mood... so tired.. then tink ing of the things that happen... y shd i even care sometimes ? Coz it's my band... haiXz... tink i better go sleep... then one day shall i wake up again... to c it in better hands..... or it perish.. "-_-" ( what i hope not...) but well.....