I jUz Knew.. Yet i didn't do anything..

Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-

I was far too useless...By now, many blogs would have the heading, We are not going for SYF.. sad case... HaiXxXz.. I jUz knew it.. perharps if any one or everyone have noticed or not, been walking seriously far n way too slow... coz i was in deep thots, the minute i was told the SYF.. did i not tell the majors ? Did i not ask them to say ?But, what was it ? Is it their negativeness ? Or was it their ignorance ? Despite all this reason.. i would have said it out loud to everyone: SYF is 11 April... not wait till last thurs... then everyone would be prepared... then we no need to face all this...i Straight away know, if i was to drag on.. things will be very bad.. yet i did it... I'm so useless... DAmn It... Feeling v.rotten though i'm pretending nothing is happening..How many times did i told him... nothing's working... this cannot carry on... is my words carry no weight.. totally, i was like casted aside.. W/E i now really dun care... what is his damn freaking problem !? Dun He ever Care abt the sec 3s ? He told me the most we dun go SYF from the start when i complain liao.. So proves that he had the intention of not going after all... kz lor, shows that he ultimately is responsible... let's c what he has to say for himself... Damn it.. Can't he like speak up his damn freaking mind n tell us what he's tinking ? Ms Tan told us abt the many many things abt SYF that we had to go through.. Not enough pp, Weeks devotion,Shifting.. Chester, wenxiang, salimah, sakinah wasn't there.. what she said was really true, maybe lots of pp say it was rephrasing but this rephrasing actually helps to understand.. tink.. i was tinking already (chester told me straight in the face wif wen xiang, We r going to career fair) So clearly those who went career fair priortise career first.. then how ? The next Devotion would be useless... 5 weeks of totally nothing but band.. i can do it... who can also ? Not really everyone can mah.HaixXxZ.. i could only say dun go.. Coz i really dun wan waste everyone's time... so i guess... i'm sorry... i'm uesless... n it all begins wif me...