Here i m.. testing out this new labby. Or rather lab top..
Sometimes i realise tat somehow even though i'm not using web, perharps can take down and write in note pad. Somehow, i'm totally like lost ?
After tat then can submit on line when i connect to de cable, this time i'm putting this under 'private' blog. I'll feel more safe, ever since yubin tat incident
i really dunno is it better to let everyone know or ? Well, still put it that way bahs.
Wanted to blog after i had a labtop, but blogging needs internet. I can't get de wireless. zZz, needs to connect manually. By blogging like that, aren't everything totally like lost ?
Or seen ? At least now no one really disturbs me. de peace in this room where i'm typing and de air con is juz great yet.. how long will it last ?
M i really resisting to changes ? I dunno, and perharps i won't want to know bahs. Can say everything since JC started was already rather, crashy. First started off with de
IT Fair. Maybe it so happens to concide with de sunday ssm has invited me out. That was on de sunday since JC started. De sunday after orientation. About orientation...
on overall it was fine bahs, not much stuff really did happen, except say that mass dance i had to do it with a gal tat's not a chinese. hahax. Find it like hard ? Not discriminating
or what, well, sometimes it's totally like u see it happen right in front of ur eyes. Neo Yuan was behind me then kana drag forward, so i got a tamil gal to dance with. Sometimes, choosing
to let fate control could be a pain ? Welll, nvm that. It's already the past. This also reminds me that sat was de theory exam for me.
So much things has happened, sometimes, when wanna blog also dunno start from where. Something i always place to label my memory, link points on a piece of paper containing
short phrases of words so tat somehow marks de day or de significant stuff.
Starting off from sat, the exam was juz like that ? This was my first theory exam. Seems like i was de first to finish ? among de Grade 5s, then de examiner, a friendly old man,
whom i can sense his hospitality, then politely have a word with me. Perharps it's true tat a smile can brighten up someone's day. Meanwhile, sista didn't finish as fast and was
sitting behind me, except that between she and i had a wall tat blocked our sight of each other. All well, i'm like de last one.In front of me dun have any one, behind is the wall and
next to me is the window liao.So much for the feeling of gu du ( loneliness). It's an exam afterall.. Then went to eat food court, after that i rushed to see cassan. Since her exam venue's
at M hotel, quite near my house, i went there. I was rather stupid. It was at 2, then i thot it was at 1. How stupid m i. So i reached there at 12+, inspecting the place, then after feeling
that the place is weird werid coz it's so deserted, i check my sms inbox to find it's at 2 ! =P I maybe have been abit early. Then i decide to pick a corner to be able to see her, i guess it's hard to
coz firstly it was rather hard to find a place to sit. her exam venue was at 10th floor, i dun wan to sit at 1st floor coz she's coming by father's car and de carpark's at some of the floors after 1.
So she might juz passed through me if i sat at 1st floor. Well, taking a map of Singapore as a cover, i stood at a corner to wait. I guess it was too obvious, she camed at 1.30 + and caught me.
(this proves how lousy i m at hiding ) Lolx...She look really nice that day, though i juz caught a glimpse. Purple Skirt, Purle top, a whole purple overall. So nice. =P Maybe i juz nv see her before
in my and her fav. colour. Wells, i guess that's abt it for that day, de rest of the day, went to de IT fair to walk walk, suppose to go Grandma house, but Dad's idea to go take a look earlier. However
uncle decided to buy on Sunday, so we came back home with lots of papers ( brochutes ) then settle for dinner, blah blah blah... the usuals.
Now is sunday.. waiting for uncle de whole morning on his decision on what time to go IT fair, coz ssm and DJ are asking me out.If everything went nicely, it would be go IT fair, then from suntec take 196 to Ginza, play lan then go to Borders in Orchard. However, things aren't tat nice i guess. The whole IT fair thingy cost me about 4 hours ? from 2 to 6 liddat. Well i guess it's liddat.. had to keep ssm waiting. Chen Bu Hao Yi Shi.Ssm idea was to borders coz he had a borders card $25 to spend. Me juz tagging along and be his guide. Then go find Vincy , Clement and Han Hong. I thought why go find them, then i realise, it's to play lan. However they all have work till dunno what time, haix, ended up they didn't have time. So well, nvms. De match was horrible. 1 on 1 with ssm, who was pro in using smithereen Guard.Well, nothing much to comment coz that day reached home around 10+, slept at 11.
Mon.. had nothing much. Except had extra lessons. There's nothing written here on the paper. Lolx, nothing significent.
Tues..Had extra lessons. However, econs at 1.30. So late lahs. Then Everyone say play lan. Everyone = Vincy, Clement, SSm, Han Hong . They asked kwek along and me, actually asked Stella along but then she last minute decide to stay for Econs letcture. All well, Me Kwek Han Hong Vs Vincy Clement SSM. At de look of it, of course we lost. The only chance we got at last was AR SM ( all random, short mode) since Vincy dunno how to use his char, we owned them, one and only time. De rest of the time ? Kana pawn like no one's business. I even almost vow nv to play dota with vincy again. It was totally really thrashing. furthurmore vincy didn't wanna change team, claiming we also had a equal chance to win. Ahh well, what ever, tat was so F up anyways.
Wed + Thurs...Had extra lessons too and Had chalet. I was down with sight flu. Lolx, so jia lat, everyone suppose to meet at 1 +, then i was late, but nvm i caught with them eventually. I packed my school stuff for de next morning de. Quite a lot of ppl came for the chalet. I guess i pon chemistry lecture on thurs. zZz.. salimah has a boy friend ler, then caught up with Huipin on how's SA, meanwhile, suddenly winifred setu started talking to me, on de hong heng issue. Was it good ? Was that bad ? I enjoyed myself in that week only in this chatlet. On thurs, DJ's good idea to go play lan caused Johnson, edmund VS Dj and Me. Johnson's pride has gotten better of him. Haix, another F up match. That's why i dunno why like instead of enjoying, i'm like playing for wrong cause ? Problem lies wif i nv play with johnson and vincy often bah, be it yes or not, it's still idotic and Stupid.. i"m lousy i admit, but there's no nid to de grade us till tat standard de.. To them, pride is everything --> a win is always...
Fri.. Went to Band. However, i guess Mr Neo wasn't really pleased that day. So much so for my last day back ? I also dunno.. whole day rating : so- so. Isn't de first time to see Mr Neo liddat. I guess another way to dampen my mood.
Sat - Sun.. I found petal staff, but unfortunately someone else got it. So muchy for hunting to long. WTF lahs.. then de whole week already liddat, + this, what can i totally say about this ?
Following on, there don't seem to be much to say about. Perharps i dun even wanna say or write down. Juz wonder how much longer will things brighten up ? DISc and Team Excellence camp has gone by juz liddat. My gap with my parents seem to have lessen. I hate it. They really really juz dun get it sometimes. Where were them when i lost all my faith ? Where were them , when i stood at my own strength to fight de O's, with them only worrying that i couldn't get into a poly. It's like WTH, my own parents, dun even think i can go poly. Sometimes i juz wish to cry it out. Everything sounds so absurd but true.
Like now, i type till now is like 10.30 they're already making so much noise. I juZ hate it, haix it's always liddat. When can i control when i sleep or something liddat ? Somehow, freedom.. is not what i tink it is, or m i juz not satisfied ? Dad nid to sleep soon, so i ALSO nid to sleep. whatever. Getting mad at the though of this. Nitezx..
There'll always be a better tomorrow =)