Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )
It's gonna be quite a long entry... it also expresses many of my thoughts... that's y i chose it to be pink...wonder y yesterday's entry so short ? Coz i was SFS( Suffering From Sea-sickness).. Those 5 days was quite ok... juz that it was plain rations lor. biscuits... instant noodles... can food.. it was then i realise the importance of normal food like juz hamburger...seem so plain but then now in the camp it seem so luxury... lolx... i dun mind eating rations lor.. but then it's juz that i hate the mud la... had a hard time washing mud off my shoes on the last day... as well as washing our ground sheet for the tent as well as the whole Watch's bag pack.. some more it was at Puala Ubin the island that always rains.. throughout the 5 days there have nv been a day that it has nv rain.... but then the rain add up to the fun lolx... Magalen or wad ever name.... Wei Yu's watch was there washing back packs too... wif their instructor lolx....then only i help Baranee wash back packs then the Instructor say my watch "very good" lolx.... 2 person to wash all the back packs then after that the best part was Chee Peng bringing bread wif Orange + peanut butter jam.... Cool! i eat 1 coz i wasn't very hungry coz i ate my rations of bisuits.. then after that Jerome tried to be funny off the only tap we were using to wash back packs then despite it was raining slightly we aren't really wet la but then Baranee quickly on back the tap n wet Jerome lolx.. getting wet was horrible coz it was the last day already as well as that it was their going back to Singapore's suit.. imagine urself being wet n going back then meanwhile after that Magalen watch tried to wet their instructor who wasn't seem wet at all coz she was wearing a overcoat then not wet by the rain... they tried to wet her but then didn't suceeded... then after all the washing then settle down to buy sovenair n wait for the boat.. luckily Livingstone watch was one of the groups to go to the boat in the 2 boat.. living stone = livinghell ? But then Living stone roXz.. coz of the precious memories in us will forever be wif me....n the rest That brings me a quote... Shall all things fade into the horizan.. but one thing that shall nv fade shall be my memories... well.. i thought a lot throughout the camp..i wondered.. my memories if i was too be gone one day would they still be around ?this blog shall keep track of it then.... but then not many know of it's existence... meanwhile also...i realise many things... u cannot cling on fore the past.. well... i juz updated some testimonial for some people...as well as a sudden thought not to update for kat coz i feel that i'm more of a burden to HEr ? Things are juz the way it is... i'm fine wif myself.. as for HEr ? SHe needs HEr freedom n if i were to cling on the past.... SHe wouldn't have no freedom ? So therefore.. Forget HEr.. i only have a few options left.. meanwhile.. Mr Masree message me after i recieve word from Cassandra that band was cancelled.. "Once u recieve this message, Collect all the pieces back, every single piece, i will arrange to retrieve back next week" he's leaving i guess.... it'll be heaven for everyone... however.. doesn't everyone realise that we need a conductor...despite whatever he's still the conductor ? Anyways.. mr masree n Mr tay is ok.. i wonder who'll step in next... Furthermore, this is our band, our memories in the CCA... if they chose not to accept mr masree then wouldn't memories be cut into half ? coz mostly would be combined practise... hhhmmm... meanwhile i was thinking of getting myself out of X-co ? Coz i felt that i dun have any more to moral to keep going.. is this band gonna fail ? I began to tink well... unless the people here have undying morale like " if it goes, we'll fight to our last men".. Will it ? meanwhile Mdm oen is out? i dunno.. I felt that i'm bringing too much burden ? I rather be back a normal member la... Got myself a bunch of people hating me...furthur more i'm like more of the exception ? Well... that's the problem wif Exceptions.. they r special in a way or another but then opportunities doesn't give them a chance to show sometimes... meanwhile i guess my year is up soon.. got to like slack a bit la... then chiong....things to settle soon would be Mr masree's pieces, I promise Keli to bring her to bin mei, who's stepping in next ?Cultural Rapsody ?well so on n so for.... i sit down n think.. well.. i'm juz not the guy who can be the hero now... i'm juz the guy who helps the hero that's all.. meanwhile i'll look for the gal in the dreams again... awaiting for her then..... kz.. that's all for now... woke up at 9.00 juz now message a few people like Jason n SSM to go out but then SSM not free... Jason going wei Zhi house wif HeR.. well... HUi YIng seems to be hating me ? But it's not confirm. meanwhile Jason gd luck.. he manage to touch HeR hand by accident last week... looks like a boring day today.. maybe find a aracde to go or explore Compass point ? Dunno la.. wanna make a trip to clementi to buy some games but then no momentem.. hhmmm nearly lunch liao...
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