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Today was quite ok... Wonder y yesterday's blog was so short.. also wifout even a detail of yesterday.. i too tired la yesterday... coz i checked physics paper that time can nearly fall asleep.. yesterday checked nearly all the results.. i'll write down everything la.. coz today checked finish everything liao.. Chinese 86/150 Paper 1 + 2 + listening Compre + OralThen Amaths 34/100 final year exam... 46% for overall... Physics 58/100 for final year n 58% for overall......English is 59.5/110 for paper 1 n 2..... Combined Humanities.... 40/50 for SS final Year + 32.5/50 for Geo Final Year... so it's 72.5 for combined humanities..Chemistry 76%...for overall..coz mr chan calculated for us liao the overall.... E maths get 69/100 for Final Year.. that's all i guess.........KEster got 63 for physics...Johnson got 60... while i tie wif TIan Hao in chem for the first place... getting 76% in class.... then Amaths johnson pro la... But for Ding Jie most Pro.. 2nd highest in phyiscs.... 81.5% in 3/1 n highest in the lvl for chem 90.. That's was yesterday n today... the whole day was like playing big net 2 only lor... then went for band after that... Juz hate meeting HEr.. though but then luckily didn't have to talk much wif HEr.... then i quickly excused myself whenever SHe was la.. but not make it so obvious that i'm avoiding HEr.... Mr Masree didn't come again... then the whole pract went so so la... then on the way home on the bus.... in deep thoughts too... Jason was sitting next to me in a single decker bus... sleeping... while Hui Min was wif Alice MAybo wif Keli Sitting in the front... while Yi Ci n Jia LIn sat behind us at the back..... suhaimi sat next to me la.... Since Hui Min's company was engross in deep conversation.. i didn't wanna disturb them too... then Yi CI on the other hand was looking around... also nothing much to talk abt... also the bus alot of pp....since it's single decker... i thought... What m i afraid of ? Then i said... Death ? Then i said no la.. i'm not afraid of death.... then ? The fast flowing sands of time.... i agreed... so fast.... it's been a year Bin Mei left us... i still remember the first time i stepped into New Town.... 2 yrs ago... had the first meal wif Rendy... n company... during the orientation.... then how the sec 2s came.... how things have progessed now n then indeed is fast.... yet there is valuable lessons to be learnt in them... i have learnt that many things r beyond our apprehension.... N how different pp react to things made.... like Alice... how cruel can fate be ? as well as hatred...... Maybe there isn't really anything as hatred... sometimes.... we hate someone for a way which might seem so normal to them sometimes...... it seems so odd? Then after that i really wanna forget HEr... n erase HEr name n HEr forever? But there's always something call memory... the times i spent wif HEr..... juz that the messages indicating HEr concern r no longer around....But certain things can't be erased forever ? BUt it doesn't matter... though.... as long as i don't bump into HEr ? It'll be fine i guess..... the world would be so big.... As for y i dun fear death ? Coz even if suddenly i were to leave suddenly... by what ever reason.... leave wif out telling a good bye.. i'll be able to leave everything behind except one thing.... is to ensure no one cries over my absence. as well no word of whatever this blog goes to HEr can liao....
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