Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-
Let's c... i'm now quite worried... n sad... so can say the percentage of mixed feelings is above average.. > 50%.. i tink it's abt 60+ %... bad... dunno y.. is it depression or pure worrying ? I saw Daphne wasn't really in the mood...ever since she asked me yesterday we really not going SYF?... The rest leh ? Cassan hope that we dun play Of Pride And Celebration.. but i guess it might be part of what Mr Neo wanted to play... today he wanted Blue Ridge but he wasn't here... his assisstant was here.. the previous guy that took us for wood winds... This school was juz like how it was... so i'm going to say anything... after band pract.... my thots all suddenly flow back into my head.. n i was like... v. v. v. slow walking pace.. even slower than suhaimi... i wonder y... Maybe i'm juz worried but i can't put my mind at ease.... the more i see them... somehow i felt hurt... Coz today was like no practise.. The guy didn't really did much... not that i want to say.. he's skills not good enough yet... Sorry for saying that...
Many would say i'm ok... yet initially it was their hearts aching on the inside.. of course.. it hurts me now quite more than half.. it surely affected them v. much.. Then the Zhi Xiong n Ke Yong leh ? I truely wonder... they haven't been attending.. they wanted to see Ms Cheryl tan.. c go c la.. they also haven't been attending.. what thing r they going to say ? At the least May got attend.... I juz hate it... the kind of feeling where u r feeling sad... no one knows it.. cept some like Yi Ci, Cassan but then they seems to have recovered.. wanted to talk to Cassan but she got chi test.. the rest leh ? I dunno.. it's a v. complex issue.. not for normally others to understand... furthurmore, i really really wanna know y he was chosen... if he was the result of this SYF... n he already planned it from the beginning...
The next thing on my mind is my face... frankly, i wonder does all heros muz look handsome.. ? But then only in fairy tales heros look ugly then drink or by chance get well.. n a handsome face... ha ha.. that's fairy tale.. then reality ? LoOks determined our first impression ? I dun really know though but i really tink first impression is important... as somethings sometimes r determined by fate ? Coz now my face's a bit far too ugly... "-_-" hope i can find a cure for it la... hopefully...
Talking abt fate n destiny.. is someone setting me up or m i enduring another storm ? Yesterday many pink physics file went missing, they were all in class i dunno y they disappeared, then today lots of WS went missing then.. got blamed of course but then i believed it was a case of mis placement.. coz i found a E 1/1 class list behind Ms Lee's cupboard wif a few missing WS..HaixXxZ surprisingly... so i dun really know what happen....
but though i was still depress over the problem but i guess i was happy many came today.. i forgot to inform Jia Yi yesterday but she still came ... thXs i was really afraid to get into trouble.. Juz as i was deciding to know more or know less, Ms Tan came to me to tell me Mr neo was sick, then today do this do that.. so sometimes how can i not know ? BUt now it's known till it is complex... i wonder...HaixXxZ.. Hope for some peace.. that's all... manage to keep my mind off by playing Dynasty warrior 5... that's all for today i guess.. Take CaReZz...
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