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OMG ! It's 10 liao.. tml gotta go back school.. Senior's part to ensure the new ' seniors' Since they no longer juniors liao..Got to go back see them do library.. hope nothing goes wrong.. Gd luck for first time !! M i wasting time here ?? Maybe i'm juZ going crazy.. coZ i had lots of work not done yet.. and i intend to finish 4 Chem Paper 1 =P Maybe fat hope.. all well.. I have no choice.. i guess i'll complete final rest.. then use blog drive.. since both enable posting dates.. so be it.. i guess words that are said.. are sometimes mis interpreted..I dun wan to again.. read no leak.. but there are somethings i feel.. like time cannot be replaced.. i feel my mouth has already fouled many.. it will still continue..I juZ hope to live things normally.. but seems like clearly.. A + B = C is not always... things happen..how i wish to close my eyes to everything.. how i wish to leave the sad memories behind.. there are times which i wish it wouldn't happen.. yet somehow.. u are making the pain worser ?? Pain.. is nothing to me now.. i know how much it hurts.. it can hurt so much.. that nothing in the world seem to be happy enough.. nothing in the world can relief u.. but do u ever see that in me ?? I hide my feelings.. i told myself..maybe i shdn't have hidden.. how i wish to cry it out but cry is not ur trait..neither will that word exsist in u.. falling tears is uncontrollable sometimes.. but i haven't really.. since 2 yrs.. it was so horrible.. haixXxZ why do i go back there again.. haixXxz nVm i guess.. im fine.. words can't seem to express out what i want to say.. is it so hopeless ?Some things juZ happen too fast don't they ? Or maybe we nV look back at them.. somehow i feel.. despite how nice we do things constantly.. we'll review them at a point .. though constantly.. a problem will resurface one day.. so i guess i'm being childish talking abt living life peacefully ? Storms sure are expected.. Today.. Quite okZ la.. finished 1 chem paper.. but no mood do the other.. a spider came then i killed it.. it blasted my mood off.. i know my things are abit too messy but u shdn't tres pass !! After that explored into html.. 3rd Uncle suddenly say " what u know how to use meh ?" Seems like he knows quite a lot.. ah.. once i get the info from him i'll be able to master html.. =P Fat hope.. till i find the time la.. but manage to get from him the meaning of javascript.. html is something like a soup.. water la.. then javascript( a ingredient for example ) is use with html ( water) to form soup. So.. the more ingredient used.. the better the soup taste.. Still got many many things i haven't explore yet.. uncle says got a lot. okZ.. find one to day to do it maybe.. javascript is used for things like database.. Today.. had 3 hrs bike too.. but too little.. 4.30 Move out to uncle house to collect the bike, then go Esplanade first.. then took the paths i tink which led to East Coast, then go la. i target kallang.. National Stadium first.Then pass there liao.. i studied the map.. it shd be moving straight.. yupXz until i got stuck.. but i remb my stay at cousin house.. King's Mansion. Right at the back of the Estate there is an Underpass.. it was already 5.50 pm. i have to move back by 6.00pm. I priortise 1 hr to get back.. since i started at 4.30 la ( not actually i have to go up uncle house 10 mins, warm up all that set off abt 4.50 ) then reach there !!!The feeling of the sea is great.. but i stopped only awhile.. i wanna go back again tml ! Not before long 6.00 came then i went on my bike back towards Esplanade to find that actually Esplanade park link to Nicoll Highway !! So i'm able to cycle all the way from ESplanade park to save me from going all the dangerous road.YupXz reached home safety.. i guess that's all for today..i'll complete final rest one day.. and open a new gate at blogdrive and shift there maybe.. then what will become of this place i'll decide then..nIteZz.. Kinayuushai-
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