Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )
To continue the next part, i would frankly advise u not to read it... it is a section where most probably bored u to death... A place so desired to be in... a post so perfact that no one imagine...... Turns out to be a nightmare for me to handle... i shouldn't have misunderstood the meaning of a small shower turns into a huge blizzard... It was true.. Heaven was kind enough to send me a signal that day... i was juz too rash... too rash.... The day began wif me logging on to msn where Suhaimi wans me to try again... i did but no result then he realised that it was useless liao no choice have to ask Ms Cheryl Tan to do it... Then we didn't do binding coz we didn't bring OlKaHoma wif us to master copy and also mancini magic conductor needs us to take out the bind for us to photocopy. then we went for Lunch at SP....... it was then the warning came... Suhaimi told me it seems like raining.. i assure him was maybe it's juz a small drizzle BuT this was when i saw it with my own eyes.. i pack up n took my fries wif me then Suhaimi held the drink for me then as i rushed towards the entrace to find the shower has turned into a huge drizzle... it was already a warning... Some New Towners who where rushing towards SP was denched terriblely some even cursing how to take their exams...Then.... now... i look back at what happen now in the beautiful morning light, i wondered.. It is time for me to rest maybe... To no longer interfer into the affair of things i was not destined to be touching.... Maybe now i understand.... It was a blessing indeed not for me to be an NCO last year.... i shd have rejected the post this yr... it seem so true now.... what i have juz wished i have been appeared at the wrong time yet at the right place.... BUt it is all but a illution... i'm nothing but a failure to be...*siGh*... I'm gonna resign out of the post i've been... this will take many consideration, the most i'll suspand myself.... N keep Band out of my life maybe ?Something I have already forsee...i imagine myself walking out of the school, looking at the band room, I was already been fated to walk it..now... it's no longer a dream but a reality i have to face......
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