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Damn it wanted to finish yesterday's entry one but then... haiXz then no choice lor... juz finish off what i wanted to say.... Is it truely that the strong will over power me n always the unfavourable....or simply is i'm too lousy...?
But in anycase looking at the band, i wondered if i did the right thing ? By giving someone to look after it... well it probably help...but again i c the dicipline in it, i wonder.... if the previous batch left u with a better band, is this what u gonna pass it down to the next ? However, the people were happy....most importantly was that, there is joy there is laughter in the bus regardless to say... life still sprouts within the band itself.... though we are small but then within such a small group, happiness can still be found... i seem rather relieved n stopped myself then... then begin to tink maybe i'm too inresponsible to let nature takes it's course but then i tell myself, chester's there n if really there's nothing he can do i'll try? But it totatlly seems like even chester also cannot do what can i do ? So simply if all were to fall, taking responsiblility most would be him too...
Meanwhile, i also realised that loneliness is really something that muzn't happen to anyone, boy or gal.... Maybe u can say the word " Anti- social" however few can live in peace like that..... Coz when we breakdown... we need someone to talk to, a listening ear probably be it ur diary ur parents or ur clostest people..... however diary doesn't tell u what to do next... the others do.... they can help u... Though it was believed that everyone needed peace though i feel that peace was a period for them to tink however they could jump to stupid conclusions like commiting suicide.... is it worth it ? Simply the answer Keli juz told me that....one word " I dun Care" hhhhmm her hatred seem to have gone way too high yesterday but then tried to push it back but i doubt it's possible.... well i guess i'm not to worry in this ? Let's leave things to nature now... n c the things as they slowly unfold.... TaKe CaReZz
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