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Damn pissed off... as well as breaking into tears... Well i began to tink whether really now is our DM really who he suppose to be ? Mr Masree called me yesterday.. to highlight something important that i almost forgot the last time... which is the *Twilight Of the Band* Most of us thought that we can't survive after our seniors however... we did.. it was also successful wif the June Istana Park concert... But... He suddenly highlighted to me... one thing... a very important factor.. Teachers...... Coz Firstly he also didn't know that he has beeen off... he only say " I tink i'm off " juz one sentence la.. then the teachers went to assume ? Can't believe it.. i mean it's not that he left the problem is wif out written proof even that he left ? Isn't this like very bad ? Ya... he also mention that that week we had OBS.... Band Pract was cancelled becoz no key... ok la.. not a problem the most important one was that He didn't know that the whole school was into 5 day week liao that time.. coz there was no CCA operating on saturday... ok then what's next was suddenly they pop up a open house last minute ? Damn it... it seems like the teachers r not really wif us like that.... furthur more the worst thing is what u know ? Mr Masree mention that Ms Cheryl Tan could be killing us off ? Means wad ? i dunno maybe she wans a transfer of CCA that's y la.... but cannot one wad.. he mention an example River Valley Secondary School..... it was that school that she came from... but from what i have gotten from Anna's friends she help me ask la.. Ms Chan river valley conductor which was the one for Yu Hua also la... Ms Chan first stepped into River Valley in 1995, then River Valley had their first gold after that 2 years later at 1997.... however... Ms Cheryl tan came only 2 yrs ago... which was 2002 the same year as us... it has a gap of 5 yrs.... hhm doesn't matter all i know is that Mr Masree also highlighted to me... Look at the teachers also they dun go chasing pp.... Mr Tay YL say he will soon since the first pract he stepped in after the exams which was the one last week... then i began to tink... how ? What has happened to our band ? I take a look over at the late comers- then i realise they could like get off so easily wif out getting punished... n missing a pract also no need give any wad parent letter or what so ever.... i began to c it like... if it carries on... no one will come except all the commited ones ? U c la... missing pract can dun give letter.. then can come late ? So who gives a damn in coming early anymore.. also who will wan to come also lor... since no need letter.... Damn iT..... i told Chester the things that how ? We have to be self relience becoz of the things happening above but u know what ? He juz cut me off saying" I've heard enough of this shit" What ? Is that all he can say... i juz wonder did he really really really really consider before our band... n it's exsistence... let's juz say we have been lucky these few practices la.. coz we still have quite a lot of members but then from what i see... Maybo Ponteng twice liao... This wed n today.. guess what ? She went out wif a group of friends on wed... then saw her buying books? How's that ? I tink next huh.... HaZel too.... then later i dunno who'll dis appear... I juz wonder y is it like that ??I also dun wanna say anything more liao... coz it seems like i tell him that discipline is so slack he'll cut me off saying " i know it's slack then what ? Corperal Punishment ? " I dunno la.. i juz wish that i wasn't even part of this place even though sometimes..... it's like when this whole place is failing.... shd he at least give us some assurence that we wouldn't fail.. Y m i breaking into tears ? I juz hate it.... the sec 2s that r turning into sec 3s this year... i c some of them quite committed like Keli , Jia Yi so on... Keli comes on a regular basis though sometimes she nv come la... Jia Yi also.... Then the sec 1s into sec 2s ... They all seem to hate the conductor... well the problem is if they hate... all the pract they'll start asking Is Mr Er coming ? Blah blah blah... like above since it's ok to skip pract wad... so skip lor... then in the end, we end up wif nothing.... we r already left wif such a small group liao... i dunno what will be next.... the thought of it makes me rather mad... If we juz let this CCA go like that... u tink la.. Chester juz say" It's not our fault wad " But is it really not our fault if we were to look at things now.... How slack things r now... HaiXz What to do ? Wait for the next group ? Shall i say it's too late liao.... The next group taking over probably be Kat... but SHe also got to fly here fly there how on earth will things be right ?Also i begin to tink huh... DM is not a post for fun... juz hate it... can't Chester give me assurance... coz from generations down to generations we have to pass a band to the younger generation a good one... if we were to pass a lousier band than the one we recieve then the younger ones will think that it's ok then pass a lousier band n so on tillit become lousiest.... Damn it.... who would wan that ?We also can have fun la... who say we can't ? but then the way things r now..... is so... damn it nothing to say anymore... i'm simply not gonna care too if Chester's not... i can''t make a difference.... sorry people... i let u guys down.....
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