No matter what happens, somehow.. we realise.. friends remain as friends.
So what if it is about this changes thing ?
So what if we were meant to be 2 people that stood at different sides ?
What really changed ?
If us were loyal, then i guess standing at different sides fighting, was meant to be loyal to country ? So we didn't really change our qualities.
What have changed ? Ur face, my face, n our perception and thoughts, opinion.
Everyone had a freedom of path to choose from, everyone has different ways of doing things some how. Some persieve evil as powerful, the good as weak.
Probably because in stories, we know good always triumph over evil, no matter how powerful evil is, why ? Becoz good are united.
No matter what, we are we. =) Somethings we quarrel over minor things, it's normal. But juz remember we gotta chill~

Suddenly feel like pen ing it down. Juz saw Kester's blog, n realise the old thing's there. I wanted to change url fer this place actually.However, if kester's one is still intact, i guess i shouldn't. Wonders how many illegal readers do i have? =P hahax. It's not i dun like ppl to read, ppl actually can mis understand what i've written to percieve n cause me a major headache =X

Tis world is not perfect. It's full of misunderstanding and discrimination. All of us know that, juz that we really failed to like look at it. All this "discrimination" stops when they're old of us, like friends, family or even lovers. It's so mao dun rite ? Actually i dun really discriminate anyone.
We humans have emotions attached to much things that we also can't really explain either. Hahax, that goes back to my pw issue isn't it ? zZz..
Wanted to speak about Meiling actually. She juz shot me " you tink i v. lousy like u liddat izzit ? i band 3 ok !" as well as " since u kan bian wo, dun speak to me" dots! Wadda hell. So petty. Somehow it shot my heart like anything. For the 1st time after my heart is back, it was torn apart by those words. I sat at STAR maths, 2 hours. It was very enjoyable as Mr Anaur, Mr Lee & Mr Tey were very patient wif us. Alongside with lotsa jokes. But those jokes, i couldn't even force a smile nor a laugh. Instead it feel as if the world was laughing all except me, so cold so frosty. As if i'd never be able to smile again... It was so saddening.

Almost cried in her arms, or also in STAR. =X I can't imagine it happened. Is my emotional control that lousy ? Then i realise, the ice in my heart has fallen. Who i actually am, the crazy me has awoken. I try v. hard not to be that crazy in JC, in case what last year happens again. On top of that it's like a shield for those too.
That means, my heart has fallen for you entirely. I'm crazily in love with ya. =)
If i fall for another women, pls dun let her take me away. Know that i'm under her spell k?
Wake me up then pls~

I actually realise, maybe we need some time to pen down our deepest memories. So that we are reminded of them, on top of that, remembered. =)

This whole week i love it actually. It was quite nice to spend those times with you entirely. i juz wished that the time would stop..
wished that i could spend more time with ya. I know both of us has constraints. But i'll try my best to have more time with ya. =)
Dun be so shah to make me forget you can ? I know it'll hurt deeply.. i also can't stand the though of it either.
Thanks for being there all along. Suddenly i ran out of stuff to write ! Maybe coz mummy returned with breakfast.
Now is sunday morning~ & i haven't eaten breakfast! LoLs, take care guys. =)

I love you.
Joannie
Darling.