Ytd, Chief and others prepare a cake for me. It was lovely. The smiles on all my favourite officer's face, godfather MAJ Koh, Eric Goh, Denzil, Gu Ba, Lazaroo ( using short cuts to avoid trouble) as well as Ms Tan, Chief, Ash, Clement and PH.
Maybe i didn't ask for anything. A cake would be nice, with you blowing away the candle for me.
But...
The saddest thing happens..
at the best dates.
U did it at our anniversary, and you did it again on my very birthday.
Quarelled with her the whole morning, she insisted things her way. Not only that, wearing only school uniform for everything. Then i finally gave up and made it into my house, typing this entry. I coud not believe it, the dress i bought for you and everything else, are juz for decoration. On top of that, it was dismiss as a excuse of 'lazy'.
Furthermore, if i had not fa pi qi, you wouldn't even have stepped into my house. I couldn't believe myself. The gal i knew, was dead.
You are no longer Joanne Choong Jia Ci. Everything written for you was to you like things that would rot. Apples turn brown, paper turn to pieces. Ash to dust and my heart, to the unbreakable extend of an atom. What else could i do in my afternoon when you have completely ruin my morning...
And what hopes do i have to carry, now that i can no longer feel. Jacqueline, Keli.. i'm sorry.
=(
Crying admist the smiles for my birthday. Morning Disaster, Afternoon Catastrophe.
Tell me a tale.. so long long ago..
Long long ago..
Long.. ago
"Wake me up.. when september ends.."
=( i deserve some moment of silence myself...
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