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Today was DAMN TIRING... quite tired.. my concentration is out.. my energy bond is crumbling.. there's no more energy left in me.. cept to type this then watch show then sleep !!... Today went like that.. mum despite her barrel to walk.. decide to bring me down in a peace of mind.. but i tink she cannot manage bah.. now she's in pain.. seems to be.. Everything juZ went like that.. the day was over before i knew it.. school's over !! Y ? Mr chan lor.. maybe the most interesting event was Mr Chan's lesson... Zzzzzzzzzzz the day was.. so...YEah.. he was teaching alcohol... till the clock ticked 1.00 pm... Yong Hwee was telling me YaWnxXxZ it's only 1.00... 1.00 turned into 1.06+ then Ms Tok came knocking the door... Politely asking to see.. me ?!?! I was invited out of the class.. Mr Chan agreed to Ms tok with a nod... before i know it Ms Tok went.. " we better go to the music room and talk abt it"."-__-" TROUBLE !!... Then i thot it was so fast that i forgot to put down the pencil i was holding to copy notes... then i asked her what's the trouble..." Someone found the music store room opened.. it was one of the Teachers" "!" my replied... Then she added " Did u all locked everything up properly ?" That's when i start to panic.. YI Ci.. they all.. were changing in the band room ! Ah yo.. but i believed they already locked the band store and using the outer room as changing room... so impossible... that shd they have any errors... then i walked into the room.... and realise... WHAT THE HELL !?The door has been forced open...trule forced opened.. the whole buckler that supports the lock was torn apart.. leaving a part of it dangling there.. there was the first level of defence.. then the 2nd part ? the upholding door... the top part which was locked was bolted off.. WHAT!? Both defences have fallen... and therefore.. clearing a perfact gateway into the store.. the store wasn't messed up... but.. i tink they went in to touch things.. i dun really know..I was in a total daze.. Y On earth would this happen !? Then i told Ms Tok.. Will check later .. will tell Cassan...then well got back to class.... Mr Chan didn't say anything but the lesson ended at 1.30.. he juZ walked off.. then i realise that that time could be use to tell cassan. Messaging Chester and cassan abt the incident... telling more to cassan by going to her class... then chester called.. found out i was quite dangerous a v. visible target to get caught out of class.... LOLx... before long got everything explained to Cassan.. then zhao to yang meh meh class.. wait quite a while.. first time.. i waited so like patiently for time to pass.. my heart is racing.. what is happening ? Chester recalled an order.. he said not to do anything till he and cheryl tan arrives.. yupXz.. then well wait.. i'm stuck in yang meh meh's class.....Turning 3.. i hurried over to band... saw Wee him and Hui Min then asked.. Mr Neo come liao then they say ya.. then Kat and Ms. Cheryl tan walked out then i greeted her.. then kat asked r u coming ? then i said i wasn't suppose to be here.. then ms. tan sort of nodded.. hhmmmm ?okZ la.. went to shift my books to locker ... then Yi Ci called.. told her get back to band room then explain situation.. go back band room then i explained..Steve pissed me off.. he juZ tinks he knows everything...RUBBISH !! CRAP.. BULL SHIT...I guess that's the result of one's failure.. failure to realise that he is a fool ! BAKA ( fool in jap).. He failed to realise his mistake.. being damn irritating.. i guess that's the result.. of one who's been living in fear.. now able to counter fear and has something to live on..to live on the fact he tinks he knows everything.. what instill fear in him in the first place.. does he even know what's death !? .. He's getting more childish !!.. Turned 10.15 liao.. suppose to go sleep.. tired.. few more words... then Yi Ci came... discussed lots of stuff.. bah... ZZZZzz tired.. how i wish to close my eyes and rest for awhile... awhile... and free me from the troubles the past drags...Despite that.. cythia is quitting... argh.... one less junior..okZ coZ of parents.. parents !? FREAK ! our band last time bronze still got more juniors than now... then we get silver that time.. so little juniors... is BronZe better than silver or is the silver accursed ? NO it isn't !! Neither is bronze better than silver... This silver... is the hardwork.. the sacrifice of the batch 2003.. TQZ's batch... in any other way.. this silver is our pride.. our hardwork.. yet...Too tired to tink any furthur... with the 'o's pressing.. somehow.. delaying everything cept the main onces... band and 'o's is abit too much.. this holiday.. though i may hide away in books and rest in a place... how far can i go in this island..? Sorry... i hate to say this but.. let time heal the wound.. i'm really sorry...TaKe CaReZzZ
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