I changed the other blog skin.
But i haven't changed this one. Meanwhile i'll juz work on a new site & there so much stuff to shift around !!
=.- Bloody hell, everything also upload into Aspire. Say easy, do hard ar !! My desktop is down. Dam.. it makes everything really really really difficult when you dun have printer + everyone's like so despo now. Ink is no cheap, juz really wonder why teachers love doing that. zZz..
Does education have to come to this point where money comes in ? I dun like it, dunno if not doing other prelims papers will die mahs. Anyways, going to try my luck at uncle henry there to buy whatever's not in here. JC from the start was a killer. =.-
No matter how much i tried to put in place, you'll realise everything is still messed out in the end. faints*
Shrugs* tml there's a economics revision on Kynes with preparation of econs outline. On top of that, i got essay writing of International Economics. Furthermore, there seems to be ALOT of things happening because simply tml is LECTURE day. =.-
Reminds me of mathematics. The female teacher replacing Mr Tey Gwee Kuan can 'own'. Simply the 1st lecture started off with her bossing Mr Anuar, then Mr Dominic Lai. The thing is, she can juz go n ~. It's like.. i wrote BIG BIG okie, maybe not Big enough, BUT IT"S ON MY SCRIPT OKIE !?!?
Dam irritating can? She walked up to me n saw my Qn 1 -> Proving.
I wrote: From LHS: ....... (proving de equation) = RHS ( shown)
Right, you know what ? I wasted 5 mins stopping while she looked at my script n prompting me, dis agreeing with me, until i point LHS. Then she went "oh.." but not convinced.. " but u still lack a +1 here" apparently, she did not see that LHS meaning. =.-
I explained then, i did from LHS to RHS, thus proving it.
Well, fer so much saliva, guess what? " Oh.. ( tinks fer 5 sec) Ok, can.. carry on "
=.- NOOB.
I really really really really really tink it's dam f* irritaitng can?
I know we'r SR students lahs, but you dun have to go like so.. =.- i'm was really pissed. On top of that, i dun understand why we'r skipping the solutions fer YJC paper juz to do those basic questions. Can't you juz give us that as revision.
SIAN DIAO, tml seeing her. Heng is last time. Maybe i'm juz prejudiced against her. Hais, wadever, i really can't stand okie? Trying to pull myself together, devasted by my prelims.
Somehow, it juz makes me feel so useless. All the while, i've studied , maybe not so hard, but then everytime, whatever that comes back juz stabs me again & again.
Yet, i choose not to give up each time. =X
& i now stand at the final boss.
Even prelims also over ler.
Hahax, always in RPG games, i find myself facing this crisis. Somehow, if u still can't a boss, you can always save game n return back to time. Yet, i remember this situation is like fighting the final boss. It's juz WIN or LOSE. You got to give it everything. Be it whether you are taking a lvl 1 sword, or you'r not in favour of winning. Though it's a prolong battle, let me fight & claim Victorious.
If not, i really dunno sometimes. I dun regret going to JC, but there are those that bound to call me a failure when i dun make it next year..
I will make it. I have faith in myself. Even if then, let then decide.
Dun un necessary burden myself in this.

After A lvls, i have to empty my heart. Seems like inside trap alot of tears ler. =X
Juz really can't let go of everything. Maybe coz it's like that bahs.
Even if it's after exams, probably i'll be worrying coz de battle of A's isn't over yet.
It's juz stress lahs..

Hope i'll juz bear it.
Wished there are people who can cheer my day up instead.
Pls dun talk rubbish infront of me, unless your name is joanne choong jiaci.
I'm not biased, but she's de only one that does not make me feel bad, in any case not when she can help it.
& she knows me well =)
N i'm really busy lately.. i'm so sorry..

Happy 3rd anniversary Darling :)

So much to do,
So little time~~
>.< ( i wan my mummy !! )