Feeling kinda stupid now.
Juz now like emo- ed.
It's juz like very bad somehow i felt..

Exam stress bahs.
Juz fear again that i can't make it, all this while i fight & fight..
Isn't it really very xin ku?
The answer is it's worth it, but yet i feel so stretched sometimes bahs. Couldn't really like tink out of that, maybe becoz i didn't really let it out.
No laughs, smile, nothing bahs. Well, i miss piano. That's all i know. Somehow i can't.

Miss maple, Miss my darling, Miss this, Miss that.
It's so near A levels. Sometimes wonder maybe that it might be a wrong choice fer certain things. It's like last time never really take piano that seriously but realise now it's quite de thing.
Appears that even if i'm fast learner, there are people bound to beat me. No juz flat, by leaps n bounds.

I guess it applies for studies. Yet i have never give up, so why m i feeling so like that now?

Wenx wrote on her blog :
"i rmb i read a book last time. this girl was very talented in art. but she's got one problem that the art teacher tries to solve. she draws wat she thinks she's seeing.

One day, the teacher put a basket of white eggs in front of her and asked her to draw it. but she didnt provide her with any white colour pencils, but all the other colours.she protests: how do i draw that without any white colour pencils?

teacher: but are u sure that's white? can't u see the colours reflecting on the egg by the sunlight and by the surroundings? the eggs are white, but they are not white either.

the student saw it in the end, and she drew a white egg without using white colour pencils.

i'm sure i can't draw white eggs without white colour pencils. but if there's a chance, i want to be able to see a coloured egg that looks white. "

That's why she was so 1 sided. Maybe i would say objective. I know she believes gossips is necessary n right. =X
Yet, is it really the right thing to do??

Mdm Wong once said to me regards to war: " My dear, (=.- wif de tis face) if everyone were to be able to sit down n talk peace with some conclusion, there wouldn't be so much trouble in this world."
Truely from last time till now, i know objectives & opinions seems to have clashed. or it would not have resulted in my pain of watching my band suffer all this while. Yet..
Is it really what that matters sometimes?

Moral, Immoral..Right wrong.. what really is it sometimes?
You know, it's hard to judge sometimes. Pls dun blame me for being wrong darling. =X
Dunno why, feel that sometimes you feel i'm wrong but you dun wanna say

On top of that, why shd i be worrying sometimes?
I know things are like that, they were like that. Juz find myself dumb.. it's like that bahs. =X

<3 =) Darling~