Something sparked in me greatly that I have to do something, that badly for the future.

It's strange, but maybe I should have been there? I was already on that level, just not sound enough..

Meaning that I have to be more aware of what I am doing.. I am already quite aware of what I am to do. But not enough..

I told Mama:

我不会用今日来当着明天的未来。

& I added this in myself.

也不会用明天作为未来的担保。

There's things I wanna protect.

There's things I wanna do.

So, let's go. & stop wasting those braincells of mine to emo.

Reminisce? I think I can do without that.. Will probably burn away the box of memories soon.