Tink i'm losing my confidence. Suddenly. Everything seems like hard.
=X i dunno. It's like my mood is totally atrocious.
Though i'm not unleashing my fury anyhow, something's juz not right somewhere.
It's a strange feeling. I couldn't figure out why. I didn't sleep well last nite, so resting early to nite.

Blood sorrow somehow is blog in a way such as to express sorrow.
It's the way of writing as usual. i guess, i'd juz wait 5 more days. it's like killing me.
Luckily i still have my friends. =)
At least, it's good to know they'r always there for you.

In any case, i consider if i retain, i'd go to a poly.
Then if i dun promote but go to a poly, i find it wasted as i cannot do NS wif my buddies.
However, if i promote but fail to get into U, then go poly after NS, i don't find it wasted.
What's wrong wif my judgement ? zZz. Weird eh my thinking?
Not much mood to blog. Worried. I guess i'd be back more often after promos.
All de best to me.

5 Days to Freedom.