I m stupid.
I asked her out for lunch.
even if.. i'd to know i'll feel so bad.
M i killing myself ??

Hais, why m i juz clinging on to her ? My entire heart is really pain today while asking her out in the taxi to toa phayon. Affects my overall mood. >_<
Really wish to see her, but at the same time, my heart will ache, as you all know lahs. like a person.. naturally.
I can confirm that.. my love is not for a joke. Though sometimes ppl always try to tink that it may be a crush, but i know it's not. Becoz simply.. there's this unforgettable thing about her. Maybe we 2 need more time, but when time isn't given.. isn't it a pity ?
Hais..
Y m vammy talking like tis ?

I shdn't b that concerned bahs. Juz hopes v. much her next would not let her down, or me down too. =) i shall try to smile tml.. juz hope it won't rain tml.

My heart will officially lose it's blood.. coz it'll be de last meeting.
>_< so sad.. i also dun wan de. dunno lahs. Appears to me it'll be a very very very very very till dunno how many very long time before i'll ever ever ever see her again.

Our choice piece from A festive Overture has changed to A Longford Legend. Ms yeo says there's good vibes about it, grayson couldn't help agreeing more, and the whole band more or less has accepted it. Well, but the winds are suffering =P lols. It's liddat. The key players of this piece is Saxophone and 1st Clarinet. Me & Chee Hao. Slightly in some parts, the piccolo ! The 3 best band friends are playing the important parts. Juz like 3 of us appearing in the band issue thingy.
But.. Mr Tan say good effort on playing movement II. >_<>_< Sounds so saddening. Like.. me liddat. Though i nv kill her, but it's like.. you gotta give her, whom you've liked n loved.. to someone else, becoz you are unable to take care of her. It's kinda sadening too.
Wonder if really the sad aspect of me really helped in playing sad parts ? >_< But really.. movement II really almost made me cried.

Jiu Jiang. I will jia you for CT II, SYF, Mid years, Final years, A levels.
Sectionals ! Perserve !
Joanne.. you also muz.
NightZ