Been a really really really really really long time since i came back ya ?
Though it's juz been like a short 20 days ? Seems i blog some time back. However, i've sorta forgotten much that has happened. Somehow, this part of my life, is more busy than anything else !!!.
Tis whole month been really fun, exciting and what's more is challenging.
But back then i've gotten myself a bit emotional this few days. =X
To begin with, first and for most, SYF.

Ytd, i sorta typed an rough entry, but realise it's full of my EMO ness. >_< It's like so type till no mood. So i guess i'll retype the entry then =X, dun use that one.
Yupps, as time draws into May, I begin to look forward to SYF. Been discussing with Chee hao and bro over lotsa stuff. On top of that, that's what SYF is about. The preparation and everything. No doubt, there is common tests and stuff like that. =X I did badly despite me studying for it. However, i've climbed from my previous maths result. Slowly.. but i guess there's still effort. I still have much to go. I will go that distance once more.
However, it seems like that was what that sorta drove me into sadness.
But, i shall go into SYF first still. It's like everyone's hardwork was really there. Yet admist those, conviction arises from my least expected individual, bro and alvin. That drives a disparity between the flute section. At first i thot it might be resolved fast enough, but it seems like no. -___-
Somehow, much of it carried forward to the SYF.
That week, everyone was partially scared and stressed, over homework, lessons missed and our playing.
But, it was their determination that carried them forward then thus us got back a solid silver back.
I would like to thank everyone in the band for their hardwork, that also includes our beloved student conductor who still insists that we played badly that day, but it's the usual case. Expecting people to be what she hopes n inspires. Whatever~ Juz lucky that i was manage to hold off much of her before she drives everyone nuts. Kai's influence will end. His prophecy was wrong ~! He alone shall face kharma of whatever he says.. what i pity is poor allison under his influence. I guess it's up to her to choose to follow or not. But yet since she has chosen, i shall not say anything.
On top of that, i would like to thank also Mr Richard Perng, Ms Doreen Tan, Mr Tan Beng Wee, Ms Yeo Mon Yun, Mr Kwek Jit Kiong, Mr Tey Gee Kuan, Mr Samuel Tsui and Ms Jocelyn Wong, lastly, not forgetting Ms Nancy Peters for their fullest support and their very encouragement that brought our determination to our maximum. I would also like to thank the alumni, espiacelly Jun Long and Zheng Qiang for their support every now and then.
It has indeed been a moment of trimph. Some people were sad when they screw up like bro and xinying, but i guess it's normal. No professionals can guarantee they 100 % won't screw up, as long as they can cover up and act as if they never had, or recover. =) Some find it hard to let go too. But that day was really a rush, after taking a band photo, everyone practically rushed off to pack the band room as they were going to close the room ! Lols.. about 23 people went to eat dinner together, somehow allison joined them ! Wow. LoLs, i tink becoz i wasn't there =P
I would very much wanted to join my band in sharing their trimph but i guess i'm not really that important. hahax, well~ true enough, maybe it seems like i've helped much, but not tat much enough to gain recognition. Perharps.. we shdn't ask for rewards. So, well, i already got a date then. No one would miss me one mahs =X Well, then got to Tanglin mall where she was waiting. Coz Esther went british council. So sorry lahs, she made her way with Esther after she went off after JC SYF. The bus back was really long~ we joke over alot of things. Fanming was still not convinced that we got the same medal as JJC. LoLs, then he was saying this this that that. For those of us that know, juz smile at what he said. I guess everyone was tired, and most importantly, kinda weak. The whole week had practise and it was near evening~ a time for retirement =P Though there was no school that day, but the bus was so sleepy~
When she reached there with Esther, i haven't even reached school. I reach back school around 6+ almost 7. After i almost finished everything, i was like it was 7.30 !! I've kept her waiting for almost an hour. I told myself, cannot let her wait that long. Though she was like " nevermind, take ur time " i juz hurrily left and say goodbye to everyone else & took a cab to Tanglin mall. She was sitting there with her i-pod, with a nice teddy bear shirt. =X
She looks really cute that day with that shirt =P, that's what i tink. hahax, the shirt makes her look very youthful. After that i went to get something to eat then chat wif her till 9.30 where we went to fetch Esther mei. Then we took to Bukit Merah central. The talk with her, she folded my clothes =X Coz my clothes were in a mess. Anyhow anyhow one stuff inside one, then she took from me and folded them. Scold me for poor folding skills. So sweet lahs.. both my uniform and my band white shirt. But of course, time is fast.. then after we reached Bukit Merah i didn't send her home, i took 167 with Mei back home. She was like blur out totally ler then, -.- seems like her energy ran out so fast lahs ?
The whole week after that was juz like down to reality back again ? Juz a few days before SYF, i was kinda sick. On the sunday before SYF, i had sore throat. It came back on wednesday, so i decide to see a doctor but go for band practise on the afternoon. Alot of ppl thot how wif out me on wednesday, but i guess i surprised quite some people. Well, being the star of the piece, how can i not come ? That sick ness brought me to think that i have to take care of myself too.
The reharsal on that saturday was totally a waste of time. Allison conduct. >_< i was like.. omg! Sian 1/2 . Firstly, ever since she took Longford, she has never changed her conducting for movement II. Okz, lucky she nv go to movement II. If not she'll make me look dam stupid. Coz her conducting would be so fast. Almost like no feeling like that. Then went for guild outing awhile at Cine, the guild had lotsa new members. But the guild outing only got a few memebers. The rest were all other people they knew.
Well.. then the whole week after that had lotsa test. Monday had nothing, but tuesday had a Chemistry test, wednesday had a Econs test, Thurs had a maths test and friday i had a re test. On top of that, thursday my common test results came back. Reminded me of the fact i studied so hard, yet ~..
I do know of my flaws in the subject itself. It requires one to memorise everything. It juz takes precision to complete answer. I guess memorise would take time, but to me i've tried hard, but not hard enough yet. Screw that, it juz makes me entirely sad.
However, friday was much better. Lols, for SYF i forgot to bring black socks, then i borrowed from Liang Song. For the friday SYF concert for my school, my mum gave me the wrong black pants. It was till only after i put it on, then i realise it was so. Bro lend me his belt but it doesn't seem to help. I couldn't use the school one coz it's brown colour. So i got 3 safety pins from Woon Teng in order to secure it and it did save the day ~!
The whole concert was a rush, lols. Didn't start at 3.30. Anyways, was talking to joanne via sms. On top of that, it was quite tedious moving percussion instruments. I screwed up towards the end of the movement II. Tink i was juz sad over the results and secondly alittle bit over joanne when she couldn't make it for the concert. =X
Suddenly she had something on i say, but i guess nevermind. But my heart still aches, i didn't know how to respond then. Guess i'm kinda childish and stupid then.
And the concert was over, parted wif my SYF mouthpiece vandorium optimum and ligature. Took pictures of them before i returned them to Ren Jie. Went to library, then the most funny thing happened ! Wanted to take a picture with Ms Yeo, then she say find a good spot. Called Mr Tan, then called some people over. He placed down his bowl and said " shd i clean my mouth ?" hahax, he still looked fine, but he wanted to be presentable so he ran to take a tissue to clean his mouth. So gentlemen. Quite some people joined us too Then Ms yeo called for a everyone ! Then everyone juz placed down their food and came over to take a picture. It was cramp ! LoLs, Ms Yeo, allison, mr Tan then me, Chee hao and forest squeeze ourselves to make space so that we dun squash the other 3. =P then more n more. After that Grayson was suppose to photographer then Mee Siam took over, then tis guy came over with a big photograph. That's the man !! Lols, he took the picture for us ! Cheese !
=X Kept her waiting in the canteen again. I was so sorry =X Dunno how to like apologise to her. She seems kinda pissed. Oops. Then her friend couldn't make it for her last minute, then i asked her if she wanna go to the vjc guitar concert still ? She seemingly agreed. Well, thanks her. I thot i'd have to try to make her feel better. Juz hope she had a really good time. Keep crapping =P Hahax, all the rest who went were making a fool out of themselves too. Such as screaming "wei xin" when jac appeared on stage. LoLs.
Unfortunately, 10+ was abit late for her, so we left early first. She wanted to go back herself after we all left towards bedok. I couldn't let her go back herself, so i have to let the rest of the gang take care of themselves. Yupps. then well, sent her home. Took a wrong bus back =X Lols, suppose to be 33, then i didn't know it was 32 when i flag. I tink coz 2 n 3 look abt the same from afar. I was also tired.
Saturday had kayaking. Then went for lunch wif her after that. then juz realise the guang yang clarinetist that came to SR last time wif john is in ITE combined band too ! No wonder she looked so familiar. She's yanling. zZz.. seems like i'm bad with names =P Then went to yoshinoya to eat. I guess because she's down with flu, i also dun wan her to have much fastfood. After that sent her home.
Then went home to slack. I was kinda tired to even study. Depressed abit. LoLs. I guess i nid time to let myself recover from all that much has happened. Time is short no doubt. But tis is the final lap to A levels. Everything else is like won't fall into place themselves. It's juz hard to tink about it. BUt that's life. I shall be back to type more. Now i'm off to study with Ch n bro at serangoon.
I've enjoyed myself being with you these 2 days. I hope it's the same for you. =)
Blur you, forgot today you have reharsal. U told me de ytd. LoLs.

Enjoy ~