For the 1st time since dunno when~ i fell asleep =X
N it was for 2.5 hours !
Grandma was like since you fell asleep in the afternoon, i presume u won't be sleeping that early.
problem is, i feel like ~!!
It's 11 + but i can juz sit in the air con room and sleep i guess. Partly because i wan the day to end, n next is my exhuastion.

Let's slowly unfold today's events..
Woke up at 6+, was lazing around. Grandma came in and spoke to me 3 times before i dragged my tired self up. =X LoLs, tis time mummy wasn't around. Somehow grandma manage to do a better waking up job than mummy =.=
I tink i didn't brush my teeth ? It was like 7.15am, my check up was at 8.00am. Then i practically throw my econs J2 term 1 lecture notes n de muz bring stuff n pack water bottle, then trying to recall if i left anything out.
Left the house at 7.30am.. Somehow, a rush of bus came. 197, 196 n 167. I was waiting at blk 3 bus stop. Talk about choices. I didn't wait very long n i picked 167 since it was going to the interchange.
- SOMEHOW.. sista was on that 196. She went o.O?! went she saw me at blk 3 bus stop, coz she was the maritime bus stop, the bus stop before mine. I went blk 3 coz i needed more choices for bus. well.. then she told me juz now then i was like wth, nv call me or what. Then she went " waste my phone bill, i not tat lame " liddat also lame =.=
I was walking the overhead bridge in such a slow haste. There was this guy who was same size, like me, then walk faster then me. I was like maybe he's juz enthu about the check up >.< Little did i realise he's a employee at CMPB. LoLs, he got a pass. I went through the visitor gate..
Then the counter gave me a key to lock up my phone, 264. After that i followed a orange shirt guy through to the place.
When i entered the main branch, i was like it looks like star wars, the dome shaped thingy. Well, the process begins, you all know for guys that have gone.
Rare events-
-During the blood test station, the person suddenly stopped a guy after checking his blood, then say " Ur blood has low haemoglobin, do you have heart disease ? Did you donate blood recently?" The guy's reply was no. Then somehow it's weird. well~ dunno..
-The medic at the X-ray station sounds like Fiona from the british council. =X Could it be the effects of radiation?
-Aaron Heng Tian Hao. o_O Seeing him i was like wth? LoLs, so qiao. Also 8 am slot. Well, he looks more pimpled then.
Comments:
The computer test was dumb !! i could not help agreeing. But on the whole the check up was done pretty efficiently and i muz say the earlier the better. There was a batch waiting to use the computer outside. Left the place at 11am. Wee~
i guess i dun have to attend lessons from 7.30 - 3 was the best part of today? Hahax.
Took 167 home, slack, computer till 1+ then bath and ate sea calm + noodles. Then settled to finish Qn a) b) n c) i) of Case Studies 1. I decide to go charge my phone at about 2.. when into the masterbedroom and guess what ? I layed on the mattressess that my sista slept on as i slept on the bed, then i slept !
Here's the next interesting part, i slept for 1.25 Hrs, then i climbed up to the bed, on the fan because it was v. hot. Then i slept again ! Lols.. i slept all the way till 4.30 pm before i pull myself up.
Went to finish up c) ii) then sat down to finish up the econs summaries. Manage to finished all the market structures, started on market failure alittle bit. The task not finished is to revise maths. zZz.. dun tink i did much productive work, however, finished case studies 1 is sure a tough task >_< I didn't know write what lahs. Somehow getting scolded by Ms Sim does put me off in doing, because you do n get scolded -__- ll
Well, nvm that.. Esther came around 8+ 9+ to my house to collect her printings. Diao, then she was like joking wif zaewe. We both shared a chair, she sat on it, i sat at the arm rest n here we go spamming poor zaewe. =X But all is her fault lahs, go type all de funny funny stuff. Like she sign in windows messenger, then i use msn mahs. She go use windows messenger to pm zaewe, but i msn already talking to him lahs. Like wth =.= LoLs.. Poor zaewe i tink he sick, then he tio us 2 bully. So sorry man ~ hahax. Then she laugh till dunno what to say lahs. Maybe rofl.
I peeked into her phone while she looked at what else to print then realise abt joanne.
Then sent her home lo. i was like " do you love him?" then she went he lived v. near only, points to blk 9. I said " so you love him becoz he stays near ?" She was like" arbish* n give me the F7 face. LoLs, i was jk lahs.. but i told her lahs..
hope you find someone who can love you as much you can love the person.

Juz realise i sms her too much before April. Got once she sms " next time pls read my sms properly before replying" =X Guess i was abit too over. Somehow i didn't thot how instead she might think. Emotions.. is the hard thing to control. That's y i wanted today to end..
I missed her though i juz saw her ytd. There's this feeling of emptyness lars. Somehow, it's juz absence makes the heart fonder ? hahax..
Caught between loving her and letting her go..
It's like i know that both of us will want to see each other. However, it's like.. A's will stop me from doing so, same for NS. Furthermore when she goes to a poly 2 years from now.. maybe i'm juz being selfish.
I never really like consider that i should have faith in her to wait. She knows it in her heart what's best for her. If i m able to move her that muched, i guess i won't need to fear anyone for my love for her is true.
Then i'm seeing visions of she telling me " xxx juz proposed to me. Should i accept him?"
my reply was " do as you wish bahs"
then she cried and went off.
Somehow sounds like a TV serial hahax. I dream too much ler i guess =X
Ya.. so i shd not worry myself about losing her. Follow what Master Yoda say:
Learn to let go of what you fear.
I muz learn to hold my emotions.. as humans, emotions are our greatest weakness.
Because we could be affect by it, it could spoil much of our greatest opportunity.
I've master half, that's y i'm so icy.. but it's tis "no life " thing that could help save alot of things.
Learning to treasure times wif her. =X

That's all for to nite..

Wan An~