All well, i lose.
Seems like the rain was right.
It was a ill omen after all..
it was meant to be that way...

When the bus broke down then, it only could mean that i was suay enough..
n the night for apology could have waited.
Yet, i was too rash. I shdn't have appeared.
i SHD have juz stayed at my dam bloody home and read my dam bloody notes and wait..
FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN instead of paving the first steps.

So, you win in the end.
Juz a daniel could take u off the sky..
Blood doesn't ran deeper than water does it ?
Forget everything that ever happened.
I'm not going to care any more.

Spend so many nights tinking how m i to make up to you..
but it seems like you'r not understanding how much it means to me.
For you to brush it off and take it out like i was wrong in the first place..
then try getting into a relationship where the guy doesn't cherish you, not even a SINGLE bit..
like that women, then u'll know how does it ever FEEL like.
Was i even wrong about zenia ? did i not personally told you what she did ?
She can still call me and say " can't i call you to let go of my woes ?"
To talk abt wad ? Her n her maple bF, caring so much for him, while pretending that she has even cared for me when we were together.
Trust you to side wif her.
If u'r ignorant i forgive you.
Yet.. this is what i get back.
Fine..

Cared abt how you were.
Told you to stop tinking so much.
I guess it's all faded, in vain and totally absurd to you.
Hais.. so much for you..

To return to de next part.. i guess it's all fated.
To let go, is now. >_<>_<
Bu siang dan xin jer mer dou ler.