Looking at wei yu's blog didn't really help curb de pain.
I m now looking at 2 losing situations..
1 , love poison & 2, my god sista's relationship.

Obviously i've been poisoned by love. It's this very thing that everyone's willing to give everything for. Perharps everything wasn't meant to be.
i know i have 1 year, but the way things are turning out, are like that i'm so going to lose.
let's juz hear my plans first k ?
->
1) Date her.
2) Make her my gf after A's.

it sounds so simple right ? Yet it's so difficult to execute.
She juz told me, sat she's going NYP open house. I feel so lost then. It feels like the poison circulating around my body has juz reacted close to my heart. Pain..
Most probably, it'll be around taking the whole day.
Leaving no time, to even.. i dunno >_<
Feel like bursting out into tears.
Dun understand why m i feeling so lousy.
i miss her so much..
She won't give me a reply de so i dun wanna ask, in case she dunno wadda reply.
it's been 2 weeks ler.

My concerns -> i will lose to a poly person who's after her. Who ever it is, i really dunno how lahs but one thing for sure, i will lose. N my chances of winning is so slim.
Even now, i'm trying my best to change this tide of the battle.
Hais, maybe i'm juz hopeless in it. how ? >_<
Even before it started, it took quite a lot of trouble..
or m i like wei yu ?? All de gals that i like dun like me.
Doesn't it sound so simple ? maybe..

2--) i've lost my god sista. Maybe de poison is juz too strong, i actually like, ticked her off accidentally over joanne. >_< i tink, i do sound a bit harsh then. I actually, let my emotions over her. Proves one thing eh, de power of love is really.. very.. scary.. hard to control.

So, i still really do not know whether to fang shou ma. It juz came naturally. The poison can of course be cured. but... de seal of my heart will remain locked till A's end.
Yet, de Venus chamber door still leaks of pink ish smoke. Seems like someone is inside.. n tat person of course is.. joannie. Hais. Dunno lahs.

Pissed wif WenX & Kay yoke for not attending band practise. Why muz they fall under the category of not attending band juz becoz of common test ? This gives me more motivation to beat them, for i always believe, if ur priorities were right, every thing would be ok. Juz that they probably spend much time doing crap.
Hais, Dun care. I'm going to seal up all de excess feelings. So be it. I have to really stop looking at things so like that. Well, off to work.
I'm tired!
Wish have more sleep these days.
JC is really like a nightmare.
NightX

Good luck to all for common test.