Memories are drifting more n more further away.
I juz wanna sit at de sea, look into the far horizen..
throw de shiny little pebbles resembling everything i wanna throw away..
into the boundless sea..

i hear de last part of my heart fall from it's place..
dropping to the floor swiftly..
shattering into a thousand pieces..

that's a heartbreak. i nv thot it'll happen.
she juz said "no"..
to a concert i'd asked long ago.
it's so painful.
i feel like crying it out.
it's all been zenia's fault.

Z left me to die in the midst of a important battle..
leaving me a poisonous curse to bear forth forever.
to realise, love has failed terribly for me since then.

Not i dun wanna admit,
i juz tink that i might lose to poly ppl who will then walk into your life.
till then , can you keep your heart for me ?
i know you cannot, and you will not now.
maybe in future you might..
i nv know.

Feelings are juz like that. There's no way i really can escape them.
i juz tink i cannot manage any more,
i have no more stamina to carry on tis.
you pierce my heart wif a sword,
pulling it out then, to say sorry.
i can't really take much more..

it's very hard to wait. I maybe patient, but i dun wan things to turn up the way it is.
i know i will lose you,but i dun wanna lose you.
my heart aches much, becoz i know it's true.
hoi.. then joannie ?
>< tell me it's a nightmare.

Even if it wasn't, i dun care liao. i juz.. lost for words.
i'm losing time, losing some moments which i should have.
Memories that shd stay are drifting, sour memories are turning into ashes and wiltering away...
soon, i'll be juz left wif much of nothing but stuff that aren't really of much existence.

hais, talking rubbish. I really dunno how much more pain i can take.
when i finally can't take it, dun blame me.
i'm sorry....
Deng ni deng dao wo xin tong.
sobX. De rain is v. cold today..

Feel me class drifting further and further. My hatred is growing stronger n stronger.
i juz can't seem to stand some people somehow. Afraid i'll juz anyhow blow up.
After all, i'm so called de only cool guy that's not tat "mad"
i'm cold, and tat's de way i m...
it's so cold to nite.. sobx.

NightZ. At least thxs grayson, chee hao, woon teng and taymin n maybe jue xuan for studying together today. hais, when will night ever be brighter ever again?

or does it mean, de oath of syaoran is upon me.. hais.
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle.