"I m tired..

It's only tuesday. But tiredness comes from not physically, from you.

I finally shifted this blog under a kind of decoy. If i have a choice, i hope u'll never find out. The truth hurts and the fact that i hurt you by being close to you is evident. You're juz the special gal, which i dunno i have accidentally "unlocked" with tarot or not. No matter what, though i think is not really the problem of the cards, but well, what does I have to say about using this very old foretelling method?

Today is your O levels. Ytd both of us had a big quarrel. 

I m a dam big failure. I totally forgot u had O's today. Instead, i spill over the fact that i should leave you and juz let you hate me totally. But i failed. You still can arlow me in msn today, or rather now. Maybe, it's meant to be that way? Juz like what Keli said, gals can juz pretend nothing ever happened, becoz they're girls. Ya, you feel remorseful i know, but you juz try not to show them or ever ever cared about them.

While i ? Should stop fiddling with the hurting bits and pieces of the broken heart and move on. Once i do, you will really turn into someone as normal as someone of my daily life. 

i really dunno what to say. Yawnxz.
Maybe i shd juz sleep.

nights. "

Blogged: 21 Oct 2008

Should be blogged at Full Circle. I seriously dunno what's wrong with me, to post it on winter so as to cost you the problem =(

Haix, since i can't, i give it back to you. Maybe it's fated for you to read it.

You know, after you really do, it hurts okie?

You tink i dun realise it?

Chief is on mc and leave, but i'm not feeling happy seriously. Additional stress.

Had a dreamless night. Shall go off le, almost time to go camp.