She.. juZ..sent..me..a.. letter..
My nightmare has become a reality..

Hell have me wings to despair..
Nightmare gave me dreams to fear..

I could help hold it. I thot I coulnt’d. It’s time I faced the facts. I cried. It was dam watery. Blinking so many times. It is true. Juz that, nothing warm flow down my face. I hold, I held, I tried everything to stop it. I was.. so lost.
My heart completely shattered. It’s recovering fast. I dunno why. It’s hurt still, maybe I faster sealed it up, void ing it of my feelings. Why could things turn out to be liddat?

It’s.. like.. so.. sad. Yet I’m not feeling too ssd. Why ?!
It’s strange, tml’s Econs and chi. Chi first, tml then study Econs. Go sleep liao. NiteZx