Wednesday, August 30, 2006

It was a expected day.
I m feeling juz like.. half of my soul has evaporated. My whole feelings are numbness. It's totally like i have no mood to blog, but i guess dragging it on is worst.
I dun tink i'll go into detail blogging these days, feeling so tired and exhuasted.
i'll juz place down some highlights ? i somehow feel so.. tired and no mood to even put down.

Played Frisby wif S10 during PE today. We scored the first goal.. ending result 5:4
S10 won, but we shook hands wif aven( their counciller) for a good game. Peace.
We had only like 8 men ?
Wen hui, Justice, Jia Qing, Jeremy, Me, Elwin, COnstantine and shi yong.
Vs them.. like 13 ppl ?? o_O
short of like 5 men. It was hard to fight, but we lead at first, 4.3, then S10 begin to catch up. and then scored the golden goal. Wen Hui was funny, 2 goals were foul, if not the score would be 6:4.
As you all know, frisby is by throwing the frisby to de scoring zone and have one person to catch it. then wen hui slide inside the area and try to catch a frisby but fail, however he act. But this did not bluff Mr Yong, so de goal was a foul since it touched the floor already.
Next, Wen Hui almost caught it, but someone sort of bumped into him, then de frisby dropped on the floor.

After that, Justice, Jeremy and Wen hui was tinking of all kinds of crap to make me associated wif every gal i talk to. -__- Sihui, Winnie, Kay yoke, wenx. Dots lahs..

So tired.. dunno what to type down. I only know. My OP today...
i dunno why myself too.
i Juz failed to raise awareness of myself.

i tink that i'm like childish. It's becoz of zenia, that i've unlocked a part of the heart to her truely, yet the hole is still there. Memories that are suppose to be sad de are placed inside a bottle. It's hard to finally squeeze it into a bottle( which is like to put it behind you) but however, the bottle cannot be disposed. no matter how many times u throw it into the bin, it juz comes back to the shelf. Only the bottle may fade on itself, disappearing...

Yet i tink, Wen hui smashed the sec 2 memory bottle. BecOz the only time i was teased by my class was then. Meanwhile, ytd, the sec 2 memory bottle containing the sadness was dropped on the floor. Those glass shattered, opening the vision of the memory within the bottle. It was like.. reviewing the past in my head. maybe that's y i was sort of not on form ?

Fel was acting cute." thank you ming chao"
Hui Zhen was telling me also, fel is nice.

Is it becoz i've juz been looking at the refraction of them at the water ? or have i been fooled to believe the refraction was a mirror and de mirror is water instead. Since refraction protraits something different. I really dunno. I dun wan to know that i'm wrong too.
Pissed. Being the good guy sometimes is really hard.

Tired of wen hui teasing me wif wenx or other gals. Eye lips going to close liao.
anything else, i'll juZ put it down tml.
GD niteZX.

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