I m behaving like a 3 year old kid. SOmehow.. In SOME way i feel.
Juz came back from a long outing after so long never really go out. Went out wif Mingde, CHee Siong, Wei Yue, Olivia, Chin Kiong and Xian mei for the GESS concert.
Somehow grayson will have a lot to say about the band, i juz kept my comments, giving out some becoZ i can't stand those idiots there behind, behaving like they've got no discipline. PlS LAHS, at the very least, SHUT UP if u dunno concert discipline. Abit pissed with them, budden can't blame them, it's not VCH.
Went to eat after that, saw shumei, from ssm that vincent they all coming. They'r GESS cians anyways. Furthermore, one guy call mingxuan got lost. Lols. Sista didn't want to go suddenly for the concert, so i went with the gang.
Suddenly.. got abit caughted up with things some how. SOmething in my heart juz broke away. HER & WY. I couldn't really believe, WY is now really like kat. The feeling is almost the same, except that.. somethere's a difference that i can see through.
Y m i falling for the rich gals ?? Hais.. that drove the direct damage to my heart.
What if i was nv meant for her. Like that to her is it unfair ??
I look like a 3 year old kid then, not excepting other ppl's opinions and stuff like that, doing things my way. I was dull.. till i didn't know what to tell myself. What shoud i do ??
Where was the strong will when i need it. It was like when it was 12+ n i feel like getting dad to come pick me up but he was already asleep. HaiS.. so much for a daddy. zZz still not on friendly terms with him. DUN CARE.
That's why i asked around for opinions for the letter. Perharps was what i did right ? Or ??
Winnie was down, coZ her stead juz broke wif her. I guess i tried my very best to confort her, but failed. BecoZ i know, i m still recovering myself. I can nv recover back to who i was again last time, there's this part of me that is lost. No matter how i fix it back, it'll nv look like how it was bahs. It's that painful.
Dunno what to type furher..
i shall go summerise at bloodsorrow, then decide what to do for withered.
Nitex