Grayson snapped at me when i came in and i blocked him immediately. Can't stand ppl trying to pull me down when i'm down enough.. literally.. dull n down.
>_<

To night was pretty enjoyable. Haven't gone out wif FuCK for a long time. On top of that, it was quite a full gang outing.
Brandon, Me, FuQi, Chee Siong, Mingde, Chin Kiong, Alvin, Guo Neng, Wei Yue and Sien Mei.
Went to Sakura to eat for dinner, the one outside Somerset MRT.
Before that was down at SMU for talks on Social Sciences and Economics.
N before that was outside NJC waiting for DJ.

So, let's begin from the top eh ?
Morning woke up at 9+, then on the com to check out how to get to NJC. Called DJ in the process, that's when he say there's direct bus from NJC there. So, i decide to meet him there. Then Mummy called me to Tanjong Pager for rekkek ing, so that i can take the photocopied stuff later. Deal settled at 3+, and brought a new road directory.
N off i go to NJC. Mummy told me take 66 to where Hua Chong was. That brings back abit of feelings, where kat's house was. I felt abit weird. Well, becoz you know, it was when kumar started asking those stuff abt her. >_<
Juz felt it was rather tiring for girls. Dunno, juz had the feeling they'll start complaining it's so long along the stretch of JCs, schools.
zZz.. waited for DJ.
Then somehow.. when we reached SMU, we realised the talks were at de admin building ! LoLs, not at that school themselves.
Was somehow late for the economics talk. Had a lot of ppl that's why, but in the end we got ourselves a good seat. The lecturer was a hong kong guy, who said something very good. I felt that it was very good. He was juz twice of Mr Lum, becoz he got a accent that could keep you all awake ! hahax.
Social Sciences sounded rather boring. All i could say is, i still haven't decided between a economist or a psychologist. But i still prefer psychologist, but if i'd decided then i will be.
That'll be then.. in a while's time.

Like so far right ?
Went Tanjong pagar to pick up my photocopies, then go home changed. I was sweating like mad in a long sleeve shirt, then left for Orchard, where i saw where Kester and DJ cut their hair. Somehow the person got drinks for us, by right is on the house, but apparently there's no free lunch in this world.
At 6, met at Somerset MRT. Sien Mei was there already. I was next, followed by Guo Neng, Wei Yue, Mingde, Chin Kiong & CS. Alvin came after that when we arrived at the restraunt Sakura. Somehow, something happened then, we were compensated with free dinner. o_O wow, my first at Sakura happens to be a free treat. Then.. well, FuQi arrived and de whole gang moved to PS.
We ta bao FuQi strawberry something, i forgot the name* then he ate them on the way.
He comment between him and her.
Same plight as me, but one's in JC , the other's in ITE.
His pain will b much in terms of " so near yet so far"
Mine will be " absence makes the heart fonder"
Hais..
That probably explains why i'm kinda dull and down.
After that decide to watch " in pursuit of happiness" at cathay after Brandon came.
It was a motivational movie, lotsa theory liddat. But everyone was kinda tired. So well, but one thing i gotta agree on is " happiness is spelled Happiness, not happyness".
After that i shagg liao. Totally like no energy. Perharps i was touched by the movie itself. N the next thing was her.
Maybe becoz the last time i was at cathay.. it was wif her. That Death Note II.
Then guo neng drove me, Mingde, Sien Mei and Wei Yue back while the rest took cab back.
SianXz..
Was like.. if i'd really were to shut off my emotions, i really dui bu qi her.
But how m i going to tell her what am i sorry for ?
I know, partially she doesn't really understands what's going on.
But i know, she somehow has a rough idea.
It's kinda painful really..
That's y my heart ached when talking to her.
Waiting for her 3 years, or
her waiting for me 3 years..
will be pointless if there's nothing between us.
i juz feel the distance between her and me getting so far away.
So i'm pinching myself by telling her " find me if u'd have anything"
>_<
Tink that's becoz i'd thot she might find me for anything bahs.
Hais. Maybe i tink too much again. Shall juz go to sleep.
Me n my stupidity. Ai ni..
but i can't confirm it. =X
I'm stupid k ? Hais..
Stupid n useless i can't win you.
wan an..

Shall juz shut myself up =X i'm talking much crap sometimes.
Maybe this might give me de necessary feelings for de solo. >_< saddening. Hais.