What a tired day. First time i sorta almost slept. I was so close to falling asleep in the MRT train. During the dicussion of band stuff, i was just fighting to keep half my soul awake. Sorta, my heart failed again.
Wonder maybe becoz i got fed up arguing wif Meiling. Somehow, she said something that piss me off. " I shoot wen hui becoz he shoot me last time mahs" kia si. Hate it. Wen hui on the other hand, is scared of failure. I somehow juz realise his nature. His nature is kind, but it's the demon of over powering others that make him evil and dis respectful sometimes. Hais, i dunno how to help my poor friend. Juz hope i dun hurt him too much in my goals. I know my goals is to beat him flat. Somehow, as much as i wished he could survive wif out doing tutorials, but.. not doing tutorials is juz simply like fighting after learning theortically.
How many enemies can he stand wif juz the theory of how to fight ? Even if he had pierced a few times by his enemies, but how many more can he take ?
However, was dam awake after that. It's like that. Well, piano lesson at 8. But it seems like i was early. Pei Qi was there. She looks prettier. The gal has grown. Like my sista( god sis) also.
Waited till 8.40+ then she left. Gals wear slippers. Suddenly registered that in my head. Black slippers, or was it soles ? HHmm.. she seemed so well dressed. Like.. her. >_<
My songs seems to have quite some loop holes? LoLs, if i could fully concentrate on music, probably it'll be better by many many many times. But well, tml will chiong piano again.. putting studies on hold.
Wanted to asked her " wan watch Happy Never after? my treat for ur bd." But i guess.. in the end it'll implicate things again, i dun really know if i'd get to treat her after tat. Hais, furthermore she might drag god sista again. Dun wanna disturb her coz she balancing her life of SYF and Sec 2 badminton. Same for xiiao shi mei, who's in her sec 3 and SYF as well. So i guess i'm letting it go again.. i shdn't have even tink of her in de first place..
or m i being stupid again ?
On our way back home by fetching sista, i thot i'd asked piano teacher to go home together since we'r on the same way. She say tat's so swt of me. Reminds me of that time at Xin's house, teaching Xin abit of swt ness to Jac. Coz Jac was peeling prawns, xin jus stared. I'd thot xin shd be peeling instead, or shd be peeling another one, so told him to ask if she wanted another prawn. She suddenly say: " u really know everything eh". >_<
So what if i were so swt i was tinking. zZz.. Too Swt can be diabetic >_<
Hais.
I'll juz go sleep i guess.
I definitely will make those who hear of my solo cry.
Becoz, deep down, it crys whenever it plays the solo.
NightX..