Tuesday, April 12, 2005

12.4.2005

Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-

It's so fast the 12, countdown of 9 more days to mid year damn it !!.. Today nothing much happened.. cept my arms and legs r aching.. maybe i used the energy for my arms into legs while sprinting, also push the body to full limit.. perharps la.. but yet still get 13+ ... sad..So, i restricted myself to lesser movements, firstly coZ my legs feel so numb, unwillingness to move. However, it was till 9+ then i realise my watch's analog mode, which is the second hand and first hand wasn't working.. die liao.. hhhm well, then nVm nothing much really happened.. but i still look at the grave situation in front of me.. my band Breden came, but then well, he was like trying to implement something but gave up half way.. haixXxZ i really can't help him.. Meanwhile, to help the band on commendation day a parent's letter is required... i really hope i can make it in time for cHinese !! Then well perharps then i start realising.. the reason for y i won't call my dreams real dreamz coZ they r all.. so fake to be true... So nice to even be true.. therefore it's call DaYDrmZ.. while DaYDrmZ is always so fake, but yet it takes my mind off into some beautiful thots.. so nice.. but well, i begin to realise the limitation of power.. Wif out power, i can't really do anything.. Stare at how Breden got suan.. He was juZ teaching Chester some manners lor.. Pls la, at least greet lor !!.. He didn't even give the command to greet mr neo.. (tink mr Neo knew but didn't say anything lor. Mr Neo is coming back this fri.. yeah.. CompassVale~ Gold ZhengHua~ Silver Shu Qun - Tml Riverside - Thursday)Then Breden went to tell Chester abt it, ending that time wanna bid farewell, Brenden say no need, then need, Chester sia lan say dun wan dun wan greet la.. ur choice mah.. then Breden suddenly say need.. Chester then say what u saying ? like that put me in a v. diff position leh.. lOlx.. w/e la... feel so bad.. the normination slips for the next batch of X-Cos is out... Steve is irritating me.. meanwhile, Elanor was asking me who would i select.. I told her, Each has it's own potential and talent.. somehow, their potential and talent will wrap around their area of X - Co then therefore maximising their jobs as an X- Co.. perharps la.. I dunno.. though i tried to force tears out of my eyes.. i begin to realise, what i did these years, actually helped.. not a lot, but the very least, kept things going...I was able to understand the things that perharps not many pp would, as well as the v. beginning of things.. But, i have a intention to seal up the points, the minor points that light up the main link point, for me to recall..I feel that these things somehow is a burden, but yet i'm willing to share that burden, to take upon this task becoZ Chester wasn't doing anything.. now that i'm stepping down soon.Maybe i'll juZ summerise those, then end it off & entrust it to the next leader bah..Meanwhile, She drift furthur from me, meanwhile Racheal seems to be hating me =(.."-_-" Like to me got some kind of pian qian like that.. nVm la, suddenly she come back suan me ? Lolx.. doubt so.. but well doesn't really matter.. seeing her is jUz who she is.. what will that be ? VinCent's gal..Maybe bah... C if tml got fate or not, Going Tiong... hhhhmm but no events related there.. =) C tml HowTaKe CaReZzDeViLiN AnGeLjOlOuS

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