Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-
A suddenly felt like crying.. this world seems so isolated suddenly. Had this weird feeling abt me. A bit uncomfortable while taking a break during the P1 & P2 intervals.. i wonder what's happening ?Exam Venue at hall, so once i reached school wif Johnson N Yong Hwee then didn't wanna return back class. BUt then i need to go back search for workbook, found out i cannot find liao.. lost.. meanwhile, the manual safe in my hands. After that already when u can at least read, Johnson settle down at a table. DJ the other one behind, went to Dj to study Gong han. After that all.. exam and all that.. haixXxZ no comments.. think i'm going to fail again.. =).. know before hand ler.. but.. hope to pass.. it's tough.After that had Chem make up lesson.. Learnt abt Organic Chemistry.. and Alkanes. Interesting.. v. interesting, but Mr Chan was testing us the position.. he called it the IQ test.. okZ la i'm stupid. i didn't see it the first time, then he say those still cannot say stupid r ! Lolx, it was juZ a passing remark, then everyone juZ play along.. all went ORH !!.. I found out DJ also dun understand.. ha ha.. chem pros.. really.. couldn't get it.. well nVm that, after that go Clementi walk walk.. Edmund's idea, was juZ tagging along.. on the same bus home wif him and DJ got Zaewe & Hanbin.. + the River Valley gang.. cept Juliaza, Dean, Cheng Liang their friend, MinMin.. Wini called half way.. HaixXxz Yo.. i dunno what she saying mah.. so sorry abt that... When i reached home, played piano.. after that found that suddenly isolation seems to dawn in me.. strange.. haven't felt this v. concentrated sense of emptyness... i was feeling so bad that it sorta affected me in playing.. guess today cannot play piano ler.. not enough sleep bah.. maybe ? Decide to sign in c who's online. YuBin, Daphne, LeoKun. YuBin left after awhile, she got dance later, well daphne's busy.. leo kun MORE of irritating me. DotX dotZ dotX.. really la, talking to him is more of vomiting blood CoZ he always give a negative reply. Maybe is not negative la, my imagination's too positive i guess. DrmZ the impossible. Yeah.. that's always been me.. yet now, i feel so diff. It's like those days.. sec 2. Furthurmore when i looked at Palette.. who updated ?! Someone.. but who ?! I suddenly felt my insides give me the prophecy i guess cast by someone on me... -U will always be a burden, to who ever u are with- Was that the reason y the band was like this now? I dun really know, starting i thot so, but y did it get silver then ? maybe becoZ of that all the sec 3s ? Closed that thot immediately.. my mind juZ simply went blur.. If shd i start up anything, i'll be breaking down. This is sad....Meanwhile i dun really know.. it'll take sometime to get it off but flooding leonard seems fun.. for once ? OkZ la, perharps one exception for me to flood.. HaixXxZ.. what to do when u feel so empty... But i wanna know who wrote those words ?.. But who will ?..I guess it's Yubin bah... but it's only a small bit. She's too depressed liao, so expressed some thots maybe ? Or ?When the world seems so isolated, i realise peace was all urs.Now i need someone to talk to me bah.. but y ?To get me back.. Or i juZ needed answers ?BUt do not worry.. i'm fine. JuZ hope everyone is too.. TaKe CaReZz=)My Curse Of The Living Dead Wrath of DeViLiN AnGeLjOlOuS .. Maybe..
No comments:
Post a Comment