Entry From Ebloggy - ( Private )-
Frankly it did have an effect on me.what wini said.. what do u tink ? I juZ dun wan them to worry abt me.. i dunno... frankly the whole nite i was sleeping.. y? slept at 12+ woke up at 3+ then have been trapped in thots... too hot to sleep.. also deep in thots.. till like 5+ before falling asleep till 10.00 am. HaixXxz it's really a huge mis understanding.. y did it even happen... now i'm still confused.. though darius cleared it out... but can u assure it won't happen again.. ? There is not enough things to do it... juZ hates it.. wini mis understood.. not me mah.. then darius say can't u be simplier ? it's not that i wan to be complex.. it's juZ me.. frankly, i luv to let my hair down yet i can't.. i feel passionate.. i felt that i've let yubin and minjia down.. it's not a nice feeling... all these while.. been thinking there could be only 3 path one can walk.. and can be.. 1) to be a successor 2) a burden to others 3) half half successor and burden.. it's not easy to walk the 3 one... but i have more burden in me i feel.. haixXxZ.. y muZ things have to happen this way in the first place.. misunderstanding.. but yet.. can't bring myself to forgive me.. felt that i shdn't even join and bring so much trouble... sorry minjia sorry yubin... find my world so limited..wanna go cycle but can't.. tml still got nafa.. got exam in abt 2 weeks.. then 'o' lvl chi in one months time... if shd anything happen... haixXxZ better to be safe than sorry bah.. i guess... c how la.. that's all i guess.. TaKe CaReZz...
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