Sunday, April 17, 2005

Frustrated in the Noon of 17.4.2005

Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-

Grr.. JUz that way MJ feels abt her aunt.. Me hate my dad to be at home. I respect him as my dad BUT sorry i juZ dun really like ur character. The whole family stands on his side.. Headache. He got nothing great lor.. JuZ a freak.. makes a small fuss over small stuff.. Juz can't he be more forgiving.. That's jUZ what he can't.. was listening to music only and he went kao bie at me.. Damn it, jUz wished that i was living alone.. somehow.. it's not sometimes i dun understand the meaning of family, it's jUz that i find it more of a burden.. If their understanding fails, who's understanding can u get ? I really dunno. but frankly i got enough of all their shit. In fit of anger everyone gets at me.. then me leh ? jUz sit there and kana suan all the way, juZ hope that their ager off. Frustrating...That's y Sec 2 was so horrible.. no one even knew what happen.. i felt so alone..Only friends seem to walk wif me, but how far can they walk when they have their own commitments ?.. Later going to Ang Mo Kio to see grandma bah.. had to at least make a trip there... not sianxXxZ FRANKLY i would wan to leave noW and not stick wif DAD !I really really really know that both our char clash.. jUZ dunno y i can simply get along wif him.. All theses years juZ enduring him.. respecting him as a dad.. yet haixXxZ..If u tink of the impossible.. it sometimes might be true..This rule implies in my life.. ha ha.. fairness.. has nV been my element in life.. that's y the impossible happens ? Maybe Bah.. I'm fine la.. jUZ frustrated.. Meanwhile. Adult stuff.. Mr Neo was telling me not juZ Mr Er, but himself also pissed off at Mr Tay Yong Lai. It's abt Shu Qun & Brenden knew yet he didn't say ? How could it be ? I rather he tell me !! We were being kept in the dark.. thxs to Tay Yong Lai's Crap !!..W/E.. feel so sad for the sec 3s.. okZ Gonna find the lyrics for FF VIII Eyes On Me for MInJIaTaKe CaReZzDeViLiN AnGeLjOlOuS

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