Friday, April 8, 2005

HaixXxZ.. Finally !

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Yesterday couldn't access here, then had to use blogspot but blogspot also fail me... ate up the entry.. yeah.. the whole thing juZ disappeared.. Summerise up yesterday in 2 sentence for YuBin.. Bad and Stomach Cramps !!Let's c.. Yesterday was fine.. Ms Ang didn't came in and scream GD MORNING CLASS !!.. Phew.. That was after Chemistry, whereby Mr Chan Piang all the 6 WS ( actually 2 only coZ he go through till 4 liao) Then he gave back the test paper for the Exo Endo. i got 17.5 / 25 (i expected lower than 20 CoZ i didn't study hard) but i got a v.good while Deepak got a 17/25 didn't even get a good as a remark.. hhhm interesting.. but well, after that was amaths.. at least it wasn't so bored cOz i knew how to do, then it was music. Was doing contact sheet for Brenden during amaths too, and music.. wanted to get it done ASAP, then gave the list to Cassandra during Recess..Though dismiss quite early for recess, no mood eat , then get some drink then went up to the hall. Saw a sec 1 class being punished.. felt they were so cute, coZ they look so young and innocent, on top of that.. a little mischief !! Got punished by Michelle tan. Then came the funny part..The piano lay there with no one touching it, i didn't wan too, since Mr Lau got me and got my name means something good isn't happening.. and furthurmore saw Glenn finish eating.. didn't wan him go sia lan me when i play so i didn't touch it.. and he went to.. So happen Mr Lau came and took that he was a good player and he became the first victim of Talent Showcase !! LOLx.. Glenn !!Zhao to canteen i was right, Glenn did mention some names of pianist then ben was one of them.. then went up in time to know that i pass the critical moment.. Mr Lau was looking for me to play.. Hid my head when we walking out of the hall.. didn't wan him to spot me.. then was Humanities then Chinese. She was in good mood..but i got back my test... i was shocked... 2 days of studying !! nVm.. 30/40 for the first part, tien shia han chi.. zhao ju 6/40 marks lOLx. then compre hension i tink 0.. how can this be !?! 37/100.. pathetic !...!!! Damn disappointed.. coZ i pin too much hopes on it?Then had a private car (uncle's car, dad driving) to get me to the SKin centre by 2+ waited all the way till 3+ then finally seeing one after another doctor.. 2 la, the first one is a consultant. Then it's the problem wif the achne... haixXxZ okZ basically 2 drugs.. 1) An anti body - Mild -side effect : stomach cramps( sometimes)2) An drug - v. effective- side effect: If serious might affect liver and blood pressure.. Others/ slight include headache , vision blur..I was given the 1) one.. if shd it fail to work.. then the 2) one.. i was playing wif my life for the second one.. jUZ to improve my looks ? Kinda looks so unfair.. but if the only cure becomes lost.. is this then fate ? i dun really know la.. but well i guess that was yesterday... went to see grandma coZ v. near tan tock seng only.. then found her theorapist helping her recover.. then also she is going to Ang Mo Kio hospital.. no more TTSH.. no more chance to meet YuBin there i guess.. ha ha.. i dun know guess meetings can't be triggered ? nVm, then i saw this guy who looks like a vegetable to me, then i realise, what if life comes to one part where u wanna get up yet u can't ? Explains 2 part psychologically and physically. Mentally, most of us are trapped in failures, to get over them is hard..sometimes so.. that's maybe lost in Elaspe of time, dunno what to do..As for physically, the body takes time to heal, juZ wonder how long would it be... and it'll be a pity... but that's life isn't it ?After that Mum went to inspect what i wanted to buy, then it so happen that my marketing specialist was great in helping me crossing out certain stuff.. then had some noodles by the food junction at Bishan then went home... i guess that was yesterday.. cept that dad made a surprise shout so loud that startled me then i flared up at him !!.. I was sad.. coZ of the life at stake and chi.. then flared up at him.. damn pathetic.. shd have at least shut up !! I was studying lor.. okZ spoiled all my mood but nVm.. found the score for Yu jian.. progressing quite well wif it..

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