Entry From Ebloggy - ( Private )-
Everything abt the entry made was true... except palette meeting.. N the theme of the blog..That's what i like abt private entries bah.. tink that maybe this kind of thots no one can help me..n the feeling of isolated will be solved wif this bah.....Abt the stupid excuse i gave.. got to rush home...I dunno what to say leh... frankly.. Darius also put down.. can a person feel sad and happy at the same time ? my answer is yes..of course !!.. It's taking place in me now bah.. today ? I wanted to join them... but i see no space.. join also uselss. decide to use the excuse ' got to rush ' home bah.. feel a sense of gap wif them.. i shd juZ shut up... or maybe shdn't even be there.. though the atmosphere was friendly.. didn't wanna spoil it.. Pretending that nothing even happen might be hard.. yet i have to... i didn't even have the complete story of what happen on sat.. frankly i m lost. It's like wini poisoned me, then gave me the antidote. Yet afraid the poison spread before she gave me the antidote, i stabbed myself. Then she give antidote.. After that Darius came to clean up my wound.. as the wound heal, the scar still remain.. i'm sure i'm not the only one affected bah.. also, worried.. dunno if it cause anything between me and yubin. Hope it's still as smooth as before. She knows my thots.. she is a deep tinker herself.. and perharps maybe she's the reality type that can hold me down bah.. dunno y.. having this strange feeling.. wanna avoid her yet i can't ? What's the matter ? Like kat ? Ha ha.. let time tell bah.. yet the incident on sat .. time won't heal it.. how ? Really dunno .. that's y abit lost bah.. Is it me who made a fuss or wini? Wrote changed my blog according to the theme of Full Metal Alchemist is also crap. I wanted to shift my thots somewhere to quiet down things.. also to hide my thots..same as now.. maybe i'll need a break from palette.. i really dunno lor.. I know by tinking this problem won't be solved.. meanwhile.. another similar case appear: NaoMi and preston. As said: Naomi likes preston ?.. Jimmy then say Luv this kind of things is v. hard to say de.. example Ashley and Mil ? Isn't it possible for them ? Then i tink.. yubin ? No way.. but suddenly it occured to me in what i used my part of the story and her nick.. and what she asked me.. was that did i really tink that she liked me.. okZ it seems absurd.. but i dunno if she really has feelings for me or not.. maybe no bah.. wait lor.. but now that things has happened.. i tink.. no hope ? This thot swirl around my head then disappear.. time will tell that bah... meanwhile.. TaKe CaReZz- I Might Be Gone before u know it, the winds blows it-
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