Entry From Ebloggy - ( Public )-
IT seems so impossible... yet i have to face it.. Reality is coming true.. what i failed to aprehend, i muZ accept..Today started off with me missing the bus again.. okZ i didn't mean to.. wasn't taking a few minutes on the com to look at blogs.. hhhmm also dunno y leh. After that go class liao, go locker, then do Emaths, after that go hall wif DJ where by i show him the Qi Li Xiang part. Then after that had prize presentation all that.. left like 5 mins write SSW ? LOlx, okZ la , then started writing abt one page in my worst handwriting.. firstly i was irritated by wei lun who so happen is being bullied.. " sad" but i guess he brought it upon himself. Meanwhile, i also sort of deep in thots ? Emaths pass & went... leaving English and Humanities.. Both also seem so fast. i was unable to resist any passing of time.. i was too tired.. n hungry. The shuttle run took effect. My legs muscles were tired. So whenever i got up they ache. So what's more than juZ sitting nicely in ur chair.. BUt u'll get cramps.. disadvantage 1 as well as u'll feel tired coZ u didn't stretch.. nVm those, then came Recess.. then physics.. nothing much really happen but it was Chemistry that seem so strange. Mr Chan played Music !! In A practical !.. AMAZING !... i didn't know what causes the change in the winds... Music ? In Practical ? u Muz be joking.. but then he juZ shouted " DO UR PRACTICAL ".. okZ lor, after that nothing much happen, do practical....Then had to go Ngee Ann For the QUiZ thingy, dunno how some pp do.. can get Grade 5 !.. Wah lolx.. 9 the best, 1 the worst... i got only 4.. nVm la.. after that zhao already... DAMN HOT .. was sweating like nobody's business... that's the freaking problem wif the school u.. haixXxZ.. cause a unpleasantness in the bus 75 which took us ( me and Yu Guang, Johnson.. so on) home. Sorry abt that... hhhhmmThe worst part was that.. after practising piano, dinner.. as i settle to study chi... MY PENCIL BOX is in school !! Wah ? Worst, the secret Manual of All lvls by Chai Lao Shi one is gone ! Freak. Then i have to study everything for chi sec 2 ?? I dunno which lesson is cut out mah.. so tonite study de is guess guess one.. LOlx.. but didn't complete ... sad.. furthurmore, the hand write didn't work.. It didn't work in the start... till i came back here after my study of 1 and 1/2 hrs, but still fail to complete sec 2 chi.. sad... sad.. the exam in abt 2 days ? I dunno la, lost a pencil boX and the book i reckon John took it but nVm that.. what matters now is i have to study finish perharps.. ? Again emergency absorption bah.. c how much i can absorp... Meanwhile, something floats in my mind which i quite can't figure out.. If when something is happening.. we c it as it is happening... but yet what if it isn't ? BUt most prob it is.. So y did i chose not to believe ?... So i tink... MInJIa.. u were right.. I tink what u said was indeed correct.. in a way, but yet y i chose not to believe ?Maybe it was the same reason y i chose not to tell kat abt it.. but these 2 matters are totally diff. aren't they ?I need a confirm, but it's not able to.. so i guess... wait bah... meanwhile, i tink, while she secure the seal.. she locked herself in and the key broke. So.. she's inside... that perharps explains y venus seems to be more visible.. furthuremore.. it kinda contridict something.. I remb my fav. ending... to die by the "Sacred Scenary" i call it.. I not say had it, but it sort of continued. JuZ a bit. Today i woke up coZ mum called me up, i was late. She didn't wake up in time at 5.00 to call me, i woke up at 5.30 mum also.~(continued)It was when this gal wearing a female cloak( can see from the hood's indicator of female/male) walked anxiously towards the tree in the middle, whereby the 3 hooded pp looking down at the sick person resting under the tree.The 3 Pp looked up, and said something to the gal who juZ arrived. The 3 Pp then bowed and took their leave.. to juZ a distance away. At this point, the sky started a small rain. The strong wind that blew left The Sakura Trees dropping Cherry BLossem leaves, gently as they sway despite the strong wind. The stream of rain was small, tiny and constant... bringing abt a sad atmosphere. The Gal thus squatted down next to the one laying below the tree.( by right shd be dying But to me this theme has no ending de la - i dun like endings wif pp dying if i can help it... BUT this is definitely not i created illusion de~ it's a past dream continue.) Then.. juZ as the gal spoke, she was abt to remove her hood of her cloak... BUT... that's the end.. Argh.. didn't c who was inside the cloak !!. I also dunno who is the 3 either.. But.. that was for this morning.. Kinda funny though.. BUt well, what i c.. is that the hand write worked ?.. hhhhmmm, when it didn't on the first time. Means ? Ha... i dun really know.. but well.. c how first la.. When i slipped, i might fall anywhere.Yet Where i fall, i will not blame anyone.Time progress as well as i do..So therefore i cannot slip through the gaps of time.Only through the time perharps things will tell..That is when all starts..N maybe the end ?I won't know till it comes soShall I wait for the time to go...Seems like my path might be like those days wif (HeR) in my mind, but now.. i dunno.. AnyWayS.. TaKe CaReZz..* DrmZ are here to fulfill, Yet DrmZ are too sweet to be true..Might they be true, may they not. What most important might be _ ..*It's juZ.. crapZ perharps: too mUch of drmZ bah..D e V i L i N A n G e L j O l O u S
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